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Friday, March 25, 2011
Last blogged @ 3/25/2011 10:55:00 PM My heart once again broke into pieces.
There is one pain I often feel which you will never know because it is caused by the absence of you. When I look at you my heart skips a beat but later that beat could mean a lifetime of tears wasted in something I knew could never have again because you gave up. Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew. Even has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation. This one is really a heart breaking one. On the pains caused by break ups. I’m not supposed to love you, I’m not supposed to care, I’m not supposed to live my life wishing you were there. I’m not supposed to wonder where you are or what you’re doing, but I can’t help it, caused I’m in love with you. I wonder, when you look into my eyes and watch my heart shatter, does it break your heart too, even crack it a little bit? I miss you a little, I guess you could say, a little too much, a little too often, and a little more each day. There’s a girl in my mirror crying tonight, and there’s nothing I can say to make her feel all right. You can’t ever let go of all the feelings. But you need to let go of him. We laughed until we has to cry, we loved right down to our goodbye, but over the years we’ll smile and recall for just one moment we had it all. Love that remains longest in your heart is the one that is not returned. Loving someone that doesn’t love you is like reaching for a star – you know you’ll never reach it but you just got to keep trying. You’ve never felt pain until you’ve felt love. The hardest part of dreaming about someone you love is having to wake up. No one can promise they’ll never hurt you, because at one time or another they will. The real promise is if the time you spent together will be worth the pain in the end. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop. If I hadn’t met you, I wouldn’t like you. If I hadn’t liked you, I wouldn’t love you. If I wouldn’t love you, I wouldn’t miss you. But I did, I do and I will. Sometimes the person you really need is the one you didn’t think you wanted. Nothing hurts more than realizing he meant everything to you, but you meant nothing to him. Someday when you’ll be sorry someday when you’re free memories will remind you that you could have of been with me. I just hope to sleep and never awaken. nothing left in this world could replace what you have taken…. its not that bad, so you dont want me back. your only the best ive ever had. I just realized, it’s so lonely being free. You don’t die from a broken heart.. you only wish you did. The worst way to love someone is to sit next to them, knowing they don’t love you back. I don’t know how to not love you, I only know how to not let you go. It’s always the same in every relationship, there is always one person crying and wishing to get back together, while the other doesn’t even remember the things they’ve been through. I hate that I have to be the one who remembers every little detail while you can’t seem to remember me at all. I was born the day I met you, lived a while when you loved me, died a little when we broke apart. I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy, I’m going to laugh, so you don’t see me cry, I’m going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me - I’m going to smile. Here’s to the men we love, Here’s to the men that love us, Since the men that we love, Aren’t the men that love us … screw the men… here’s to us. The funny thing about breakups is they point out what we didn’t even know we had, but don’t give us the option of going back into battle armed with that knowledge. Every happy couple has at least one breakup behind them. I can embrace myself, hold my own hand, love me - but I can’t gaze into my own eyes and feel my own soul lift me up. You don’t realize how much you care about someone until they don’t care about you. Labels: 爱由一个笑容开始 |
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 SELINA ♥ 3 March'93, nineteen Hong Wen School Broadrick Secondary school ITE Bishan ---------------------------------------------------------------- My Love Life ♥
Chuazl, I love you till eternity.♥♥♥ ---------------------------------------------------------------- Cravings
♥ hope melody can stay with us♥ more money, more confidence in doing things, more freedom, new laptop, new handphone ♥ long lasting relationship ♥ I'll be waiting for dearest to return back to me ♥ wish that dearest would be there when I first need help ♥ wish that dearest would understand me more ♥ ♥ ♥ get a high GPA score and get into H.Nitec of Business Admin & to SP! :) ♥ wish my family, dearest's family, dearest & friends will be happy and smile always ♥ loved one to be happy & safe everday :D ♥ wish that i've a shoulder to cry on when I’m blue ♥ wish someone to be my listen ear all the time ♥ tour around the world!!^^ ♥ get to go overseas with dearest ^^ ♥ get a driving license ♥ get a DSLR camera ♥ more clothings,bags & gifts ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ my 19th, 20th and so on birthday with beloved ones ♥ every year's birthday to celebrate it with dearest boy ♥ celebrate dearest's ♥ more outing with dearest and friends ---------------------------------------------------------------- Kiss Good-bye
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