Selina Choo,
a blog filled with the best part of my life.
Sunday, May 1, 2011
Last blogged @ 5/01/2011 11:11:00 PM

Hi. It’s been days or rather 3 weeks since I blogged. It’s 3 weeks since I have been here, thinking about what should I do.

Why is love life so complicated? Awhile I don’t need him & he needs me badly, awhile I need him and he don’t needs me anymore. So in my love life I am never proud about because I never get the right man to be here to look after me and lend me a listen ear when I am facing difficulties. I know it’s not the right time to think about all this right now. Somehow I wish I can be alone and be stronger at all times. But I am just too kind hearted and soft hearted girls that believe in love too much. In the end, the one that hurting the most is myself. Why can’t I have a blissful and peaceful relationship life? I really envy people around me :(. I miss being a kid. Because no matter how sad I am or how much I cry, I’ll smile as soon as I see my favourite candy or teddy bear infront of me. But now even when my loved one is infront of me, I can’t seem to smile anymore.

There is someone I need to thanks a lot, which is my cousin; Renisyce. This post is specially written for her. Hope that she is viewing this post :)


Renisyce, thanks for always being there for me whenever I facing difficulties.
You were there when no one else was, you were there when no one else actually
gave a damn. You saw me cry, you saw me fell, but you didn’t look down on me,
you gave me advises, you pulled me up into a stronger person. Which I have not
done so yet. No matter how busy you are, you would always pick out your time to
chit chat with me whenever I am feeling down. Last time I am always the one who
advise you, now it’s your turn :) You always advise me to look on the bright
side and must have courage in myself. But I just don’t have the courage to face
up on what’s happen in reality. Though we might be in different countries, but
nevertheless our cousin’s heart are forever linked. You’re always the first one
to get the latest news from me, no matter is good or bad. We won’t get to meet
each other that often during holidays due to our packed schedules. But we never
failed to update each other about our life when we meet. We always chat till
late night and get scolding by our parents. Remember? Too bad, we only get to
see each other only during special occasion or 1 years at least once. So we got
so many things to share together. Somehow, I had already treating you like my
‘Big sister’. Btw, study really hard for your upcoming exams. Let’s have a
getaway trip after my exams alright? I want to relax myself.

After finishing typing this long ‘essay’, I suddenly remembered. I missed something out. I had change my phone to iphone4. It’s a late belated 18th birthday presents and last year’s achievement that I had got from daddy and mummy. Really thanks a lot! I know no matter how naughty I am your always dotes on me more. Love you, daddy and mummy :) I promise I would study real hard for my O’s. Sigh.. Although I get the phone I wanted for long, but why am I still hearing cracking sound in my heart? Because the only thing I want now is just you dearest. I really miss you and love you lots! =]


Will you love me too if I told you that I really really love you..?

I love you dearest.♥♥♥

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Selina♥
SELINA ♥

3 March'93, nineteen
Hong Wen School
Broadrick Secondary school
ITE Bishan

Deep down in her heart, she still love that special someone.♥♥♥
She'd also once swear to god that she would wait for him until the day he returns. No matter how long, she would wait for him. Nobody can ever replace her love for him.
& she love Shopping, Nightlife, Roses, Bears, Surprises!, Chocolate and Clique.


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My Love Life ♥
You’re the special person that complete my life, you’re the one I choose out of all the rest, the one who I cherish, I want be the one that by your side through the years, want be the one who’s going fight away all your tear, replacing it with happiness and take away all your fear. There would be no smile on my face if I never meet you, everytime you smile I can’t explain the feeling inside. It all because I love you.

I want to be in your arms, For I love you very much.. You’re always on my mind& I’m thinking about you everytime, everyday, every seconds. Deep in my heart, you’re the only man I want to be with.

I want to let you know that; I’ll be standing at the same place waiting for you.

Chuazl, I love you till eternity.♥♥♥


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Cravings
♥ hope melody can stay with us
♥ more money, more confidence in doing things, more freedom, new laptop, new handphone
♥ long lasting relationship
♥ I'll be waiting for dearest to return back to me
♥ wish that dearest would be there when I first need help
♥ wish that dearest would understand me more
pass my N's with less than 19 pts & promote to sec 5NA
pass my O's with less than 14 pts & get into the Poly course i like
♥ get a high GPA score and get into H.Nitec of Business Admin & to SP! :)
♥ wish my family, dearest's family, dearest & friends will be happy and smile always
♥ loved one to be happy & safe everday :D
♥ wish that i've a shoulder to cry on when I’m blue
♥ wish someone to be my listen ear all the time
♥ tour around the world!!^^
♥ get to go overseas with dearest ^^
♥ get a driving license
♥ get a DSLR camera
♥ more clothings,bags & gifts
my 16th birthday with family, boyfriend and friends
get to celebrate my 17th birthday with beloved ones
my 18th birthday with beloved ones
♥ my 19th, 20th and so on birthday with beloved ones
♥ every year's birthday to celebrate it with dearest boy
♥ celebrate dearest's 20th, 21st, 22th with him
♥ more outing with dearest and friends

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Kiss Good-bye
CLIQUES
Ri Yan

FRIEND (REAL LIFE)
Adeline Lim, Ammirah, Chew Yen , Geraldine, Iris Lai , Joey, Joscelyn, Li Xuan, Mei Peng

FRIEND (ONLINE)
Germaine Teh, Jennifer Chua, Phyllis, Winnie Seah, Yiting Joanne

COUSINS
Connie, Li Li, May Yee(1), May Yee(2)

HONG WEN
Alicia , Charmaine , Clara , Hui Shan , Li Fu , LuXuan, Rui Jia, Shu Xin, Si Ying, Vanessa Tam(1), Vanessa Tam(2), Wei Ting , Xuan Dong, Yi Liang, Yuke Jen

BROADRICIAN
Anita, Brenda, Dionne, Emily, Huay Ching, Hui Ling, Jade, Jamie, Jenny, Jia Qi, Jia Yi, Jiang Jie, Joanna, Juliana, Kyle, Lin Yao, Natalya,Octina, Pei En, Samantha, Sara,Si Ying, Sonia, Sylvia, Tania, Xue Ting, Xi Wen, Yi Ru, Yong Song

BROADRICK NPCC
Brd NPCC, Brd NPCC

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