{♥} MsPing's Diary

2011-12-12T21:14:00.002+08:00

It's been one weeks since I am back from holiday. And now I am rotting at home without a work.

I need work! I really need to get a job right now!! On the day that I am back from holiday, I had contact my boss and told her to arrange for my shift. Until now I still don't have any news from her. That's the reason why I want to change job, because of their slow motion in handling small things. I had enough to this company already. I need money to do so many things ): I had been telling dad to enrol me into driving course since the day I was back from holiday. But dad don't allow me to learn as he thinks that it is too expensive for me to learn driving. And somemore he also think that if I want to learn I must at least have some driving skills before I go for the practical test. It means that I must see how my dad or either my relatives how they drive and picked up some skills from there. I am so upset for the entire week because of this. Dad, I know you scared that it would be dangerous for a girl to learn driving. But I want to pick up some driving skills so that next time I could drive you back to Malaysia or other places. I didn't ask your to pay any sum of the course. I am paying on my own. So could your please grant my wish and let me learnt?

"从来没有想过有一天我会如此在乎你，不管我们的结局是否完美我都不会放弃，想用一生来换取这种感觉，我会把你一辈子放在心里，无论你喜欢谁，在你的心里给我留一个位子，我真的好累，好想停下来休息，却又怕跟丢你，那么的爱你，不想放弃。"

2011-12-09T21:55:00.004+08:00

Lunch time with sister.

Met up with kening after so long. Really miss her man! (: We got so much to chat on, our childhood life, primary school life and our current life. We went to Wong Kok Char Chan Teng and had our lunch. Hahaas. So call our favourite hang out place. I only like their YangYoung Tea. Their standard of the food had slowly drop, food is getting more oily than before.

After the meal, we decided to catch up some movie. Both of us were having a hard time choose what movie share we watch. Actually we wanted to watch My Muppets but we think that it's too cartoon so we watch "East Meets West 2011". And we don't even know what show is it about and we bought the ticket. Funny right us (: We went for some window shopping before the movie was being shown.

After that we went into the cinema. When we were watching the movie we were thinking what is the show trying to say as we don't know a single thing about this show. And both of our reaction were like, " Huh? Huh? Why like that? " But it was really a funny comedy show to be watch when you are feeling down. Lol. But I doubt youngster would want to watch this, because before the show was start. I was wondering around and saw the people that are around us are elderly. Hahaa (:

I had been catching movie lately. Not like in the past. I am always the one that is outdated. Next movie, I wanna watch New Year's Eve. Who want to watch with me? =]

"Even though we're just friends, I want to be by your side. Secretly love and care for you."

2011-12-07T21:35:00.002+08:00

Hi, I'm back from my holidays (:

Met up with jenny like finally. We were suppose to met last week but I was still in Malaysia so change to met today when she is having her off day. Hees. We had our lunch at Swensens.

My Salmon N Mushroom baked rice. I don't use to eat salmon in the past. But I told myself that I must learn to eat all kinds of food. Lol.
Woah! I think I had not been to Swensens since kening's birthday celebration till now. I didn't know that swensens offer a lunch meal which is super cheap man. We can order any main course or whatsoever food then with a side dish or ice cream for free. Like cheap right (: Shop shop at Bugis Junction and decided to go Orchard and had Jenny's nails manicure. After that went to Orchard Ion and shop shop.

After Jenny get her nails done. She told me that there is a small food fair on the basement. And her eyes is really super eyeside man. When we were coming down from the escalator she were like, "Mummy mummy (that's how she address me), I saw taiwan 麻辣豆腐。" And I was like, "Where? Where?" She recommend me this. After eating, it was really damn nice. If next time there is gonna to be have another food fair here. I want to buy ten packets home. Haha. Taiwan food are really delicious and you couldn't stop eating them. This is the reason why I wanna go Taiwan (:

"你以为，我可以什么都不在乎。其实，我也只是一个女孩，也是会偷偷的掉眼泪。”

2011-12-03T23:59:00.010+08:00

My last night in Melaka (:
Delicious food during lunch time.
Salted egg prawn cooked by renisyce表姐. yum yum :)

My favourite Meat ball! :) cooked by beloved grandma.Nonya Ayam Ponteh (:This is the final picture of we had for lunch.

It's been three years I haven't been back to here, my second aunt's childcare centre. Three years ago, I was being asked to be the english MCs of the graduation ceremony. Three years later, I'm back as an audience in the concert. Fun fun. It's a happy feeling. Hees. So this year I was consider free, as I didn't need to help out in the concert. My 表妹Xuegi, had ask her classmate to help out in the concert, so I am free from all the deco. I'm super happy to see all the children dancing on the stage and enjoyed themself. Hundred of eyes watching them on the stage feels great right (: and I love their beautiful costumes! SO CUTE yeoo! I had took quite a number of videos and photos but some of them ain't really clear as there are all being taken from my iPhone. Careless me, didn't bring back my camera when on my way back here.

The starting of the ceremony.My 表妹贝琪
See how professional this uncle is? I saw this uncle climbing up a pole and hug it while he is taking video for his children. What a brave father I had ever seen, able to sacrifice itself by taking the most beautiful shot for the child. But it is really damn unfair for those sitting at the back whereby we could not even see anything when all of them in the front are standing.

The D.O.G show being perform by cousin xuegi's classmate. It's a three person perform but into one people. Cool right? Heard from my cousin annie that one person for the head, one person for the hands and another one for the leg :) The most enteraining programme of the night.

花果山的孙猴子们。I was telling aunt and grandma that this year's graduation ceremony is the best I had ever seen. Looking at all the adorable kids on the stage and all the fun time that they had. This makes me think of a decision if I should consider Early Childhood Education in my poly courses. But I doubt that I will choose this course. Although I love children and teaching them, but dad and mum disagree me from going into that course. What to do? I must be a good girl and listen to them. Lol (:

After the concert, aunt bought us three and had our late dinner. I guess we could only find satay chulup in Melaka or I can say I could only find it in Malaysia. It's a satay hotpot on it with variety of raw meat, seafood & vegetables that we could choose from the open fridge with the costs of RM $0.60 per stick.

"Everyone tells me I should forget about you, you don't deserve me. They're right, you don't deserve me, but I deserve you."

2011-12-02T23:46:00.005+08:00

Everday to me is a eating day.

Aunt bought us 烧鱼。yum yum, delicious :)

"Love is like a wall, if the guy really loves you and want to be with you he will find a way over the wall to get to."

2011-12-01T23:58:00.000+08:00

Enclose view of submarine.

It's my first time getting so close to a submarine. It is being displace on the land. But I still prefer it to be underwater. Aunt drove us to see the submarine. It has been place in the "sea area" for some days already. Haha. Pardon me for the "sea area" cause I can't remember what is the place of the name already. Lol. You never seen you never know. That submarine was really damn big. When we reached there our first impression was, "Ohmygod, look like a BOMB, an aeroplane or either a big WHALE." Hahaa. After taking some of the photos for memory, went for shopping and bought some clothes and also got my hair cut.

Isn't it look like an aeroplane?

Can you spot my grandma and aunt? Hahaha :)

Oh yes! I'm a popeye the sailor man. I could left up the submarine by myself. Haha =]

Saying goodbye to my long fringe and hair.

Coconut shake :) Nice nice, my first time drinking this. I think Singapore should also invent one too cause nowadays the weather is either bad or either cold. Hahahaa :)

Here's a photo of me after my hair cut ^^

"我不希望你比我更幸福。那是因为我太爱你了，我希望和你在一起到老。我爱你。"

2011-11-30T17:13:00.004+08:00

Oh! Isn't it fast? Merry Chirstmas is getting near.

A few days ago was shopping with aunt and saw this outside the Dataran Pahlawan mall. So I decided to took a shot down as it is very cute. Oh! It's really damn fast man. Next month is merry christmas already. Hahaa. Which is tomorrow. Lol. :) Although, I'm not a christian. But I still celebrate Christmas together with my beloved one. As I think it is a season of loving, sharing and giving. Wondering who would be there celebrating this special day with me?...

"You said you didn't want to see me get hurt, so does that mean you closed your eyes when I cried?"

2011-11-26T23:55:00.004+08:00

MOVIE DATE WITH BELOVED COUSINS.

Went back to the same shopping centre together with renisyce and annie. When we reached the shopping centre the first thing we did was to buy The Twilight Saga Breaking Dawn Part 1 movie ticket. Too kaisu already scared that the “nice place” that we want don’t have already.

The Twilight Saga: Breaking Dawn Part 1 =]

Okay,below are some information that I had taken from Wikipedia.
"On the night of her wedding to Edward Cullen, Bella Swan is visited by her friend Jacob Black. When Bella accidentally indicates to him that she and Edward plan to consummate their marriage during their honeymoon, Jacob tries to attack Edward but members of his wolf pack hold him back. He then runs off into the woods, and Edward takes an upset Bella back to the reception. The couple spends their honeymoon on a private island in Brazil. Although hesitant, Edward has sex with Bella for the first time. After Edward realizes that he bruised Bella's arm, back and shoulders during sex, he says that he will never have sex with her again, much to her disappointment; he later gives in to her seductions. Two weeks into their honeymoon, Bella discovers that she is pregnant with a fetus growing at an extraordinarily accelerated rate, and they rush back to Forks. Bella refuses to heed the urging from most of the Cullens for her to have an abortion, and enlists Rosalie to protect her wishes. Opposed to Sam Uley's plans to kill Bella and her child, Jacob leaves the pack in protest and arrives at the Cullen house to protect Bella; Seth and Leah Clearwater join him. As the pregnancy progresses, Bella's health severely detoriates. As a last resort, she begins drinking blood, which satisfies the fetus and allows her to regain some strength. Soon afterward Bella goes into a very painful labor and gives birth to her daughter, Renesmee. To save her life by turning her into a vampire, Edward injects Bella's heart with his venom, but nothing happens, and Bella is thought to be dead. Greatly distraught, Jacob attempts to kill the baby, but stops when he realizes he has imprinted on the child. When the werewolves learn of Bella's death, they attack the Cullen house to try to kill the baby. They stop when they learn of Jacob's imprinting of Renesmee, which, under werewolf law, means Renesmee cannot be harmed. Bella's wounds heal and she wakes up with red eyes as a new-born vampire. "

The show was really a great show to be watched. Rated 5/5. Ohmygod, I really can't wait for the part 2 to be out next year. After the movie, we went to Garden Recipe and had our late lunch.

"I've loved lots of people, yes, it is true. But I've never fallen in love with anyone but you."

2011-11-25T23:50:00.007+08:00

Dinner and K-box session at Jusco Bandar Melaka.

It’s almost been 3 to 4 years I had not been back to melaka. Although during Chinese new year and some family gathering or whatsoever I would be back. But not staying at my grandmother’s house for more than 3 days. By the way, I’m now at my grandmother’s house.

It was really a great weekend I had spend together with my grandma, cousins and aunt. On my stay in Melaka, I had been going out almost everyday. Thanks to my cousins and aunt, they had been bringing me out to eat all kinds of delicious food in Malaysia. Overall, I still miss my hometown food. Because it taste better and the aroma of the food is better than in Singapore. Neither does yesterday my grandma, aunt and cousins went out to had our dinner at Little Taiwan whereby my cousin renisyce used to work there whenever she is having her holiday. The food is superb, nice ambience and price was okay too. Thanks for the treat cousin renisyce :)

Shall let the photo do the talking :)

Mua Chi

My favourite 锅贴.

My beloved grandma ♥

"You left me with a scar but because of that I will remember you even more."

2011-11-15T20:50:00.001+08:00

UPDATE ON GRADUATION DAY AND MANY MORE…

Hi, I’m back for blogging. Finally there’s some time for me to update myself. Well, for this whole entire month I had been a good girl who had not been touching the computer. Congrats to myself. Now, I could live my life without a computer. I think this post shall be a damn damn long post. Now I had no idea where to start from or so. But I will try my best to keep it short and sweet if possible.

14th October 2011;
GRADUATION DAY! Finally the day had arrived, I had been waiting for like so damn long can. It’s a very important day for us as it marks a full stop of our secondary school life. The ceremony last for approximately for 2 hours plus, I think so can’t really remember lol. And now, I could feel proud and say “ I’M OFFICIALLY GRAUDTED FROM BROADRICK SECONDARY SCHOOL”. It’s really sad to leave the school, my junior, classmates and teachers. Although I had been wanting to leave this school quickly. But I wonder when we will be able to meet again. Especially I’ll miss all awesome classmates this year. I’m glad to know all of them in this last year of my secondary school life. Because I felt the love and warmth from them like a family more than classmates. Perhaps is we spend more time together especially for class events or whatsoever gathering for a night of chalet or BBQ. Suddenly I thought that life without them is almost lifeless, boring. Because they are the one whom had brighten up my life. Although it is just a few months that we known each other but I just love your so much. Thank you so much for enlightening my life. Those time with you people are really priceless and the memory of each and one of you will be remember deep down in my heart. Awww.. So sweet right? Yeah, I know I forever so sweet. Lol. Very bu yao lian right? HAHAHAAA. During the ceremony, terry tay represented the secondary five cohort to up on stage and say about his secondary school life to him. When he saying about the speech almost all the girls in our class cried, because all his words were really touching. He kept praising our class is the best class he had ever in his secondary school life. After the ceremony, the school song was being played. Everyone was singing out loud as it is gonna be our last time singing with our school uniform. At that moment, our class girls cried again. Took quiet many photos during the ceremony. And I would like to thank all the teachers and friends who had always been there with me during the past few years. Thanks for those times, those efforts you guys made just for us.

18th October 2011;
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST MAN, CHUA ZHEN LIANG! Here’s wishing you a happy 21st birthday. It’s your birthday time again, another year has come and gone. Today’s a special day because you’re 21! A bit more mature, mind fairly clear, path in the making; future career. May you be successful in whatever you do. Smile always when I am not around kay? May all your birthday wishes come true. Most of all, I hope you will always be as happy as you have made me. Hope you enjoy your day. I shall not say more here. Whatever I want to tell you I had already tell you in the letter. Hope that you had read it. Lastly, I still love you dear.
& ALSO HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SWEETEST COUSIN, RENIYSCE GOH! One year older le wor, my美女的表姐. Hehhhe. Too bad I still having exams coming up or not I wish that I can fly back and celebrate your birthday for you. Never celebrate it for you before :( But never mind, we got plenty of time for us to celebrate for each other right? Hhehee. You’re the best表姐 I ever had. Always been there for me through my ups and down. And encourage me to look brighter in life. Hope that you would enjoy this special day together with your loved ones.祝你永远青春美丽，天天开心。Loved you 表姐! Muacksss ♥♥♥

Oh yes, exam is over! Call out to all my cliques, brother, classmates, colleagues and many others. Your could now date me out for a short gathering or whatsoever. I’m free from school right now till next year April.

Exams had ended and here comes my long break. Recently I had been wondering for sometimes if I should change my job not. Because I am sick and tired of the same company, some more the pay of this company is really damn low can. Mostly all of my colleagues that is working around me their pay as a part-time is at least $6 per hour with commission everyday or double pay on PH. But what my company pay is $5 per hour for weekday and $6 per hour for PH and weekends without commission some more. Should I really change? Daddy had found a job for me to work at MBS, which offer a higher pay than my company. Maybe I shall consider to change job and gain experience from there.

Tomorrow gonna have class chalet with my awesome classmates. Ohmygod, I can’t wait for tomorrow to arrived quickly like now can. After that I will be travelling back to malaysia on my own to visit my grandma and cousins. After that I will be a busy busy woman again, because of work. Sigh. I had no choice because I got to earn my lots of money for my clothes, travelling and many more. Oh ya, by the way I would be going to travel during march next year perhaps near my birthday that day with cousins. First wanted to go Bangkok but then now having flood. So plan fail. Next place is Taiwan, but parents didn’t allow us as they say that we are too young for yourself to travel so far. So now we are still considering other parts of malaysia. At least it is nearer to them. Lol. I wanna get a DSLR camera soon, hope before Chinese new year so that I could take many photos. But I had been comparing DSLR camera to the newest Canon IXUS 230 HS. I wondering which should I get. But daddy and mummy confirm don’t allow me to buy DSLR as they think that it is too expensive and not worth it for them.

How I wish I was rich, so that I could get the things I want. Because recently I had realise that I had been wanting many things for myself and others. I am craving for a DSLR camera, buying clothes and many more. Hope that I had extra money to buy daddy and mummy an anniversary present for them next year. I am also going to take up driving lesson soon. But haven’t even sign up for it. HAHAHA. My daddy is going to settle everything for me so I don’t have to worry much. Thanks lots daddy. Love you.

2011-10-02T11:00:00.000+08:00

我再也不會奮不顧身的去愛一個人了、哪怕是最初的你.

不會再一次次故意的靠近你，

不會再為發你一條短信而絞盡腦汁卻還假裝成群發的樣子；

不會再特意去改校內狀態，只為寫給你看；

不會再在你的每一條狀態、每一篇日誌下留言回复；

不會在你msn在線的時候，故意上線讓你到。

這一次，真的決定離開了，到沒有你的世界裡重新呼吸。

終於有一天，我也可以放掉當年那麼多不懂。

終於有一天，我也可以再對你微笑。

終於有一天，我也可以說你好。

終於有一天，無論誰，在哪裡，

再提及你的消息，我都可以笑笑，

心裡沒有一點漣漪。

不要去恨一個你愛過的人，

不要追問分手的理由，

不要懇求復合的可能。

轉個身，讓自己快樂那才是最真的。

有一天你會忘記我，投身於新的愛情放縱在她的世界裡；

有一天你會有一個美麗的妻子，可愛的孩子；

有一天你會忙碌在紛繁的人群中，忘記年輕時的夢想；

有一天你會我會擦肩而過，但卻辨認不出彼此；

有一天你會偶爾想到我的名字，卻記不得我的模樣；

有一天你會終老於病房，到死都不再想起我......

一件事，就算再美好，一旦沒有結果，

就不要再糾纏，久了你會倦，會累；

一個人，就算再留念，如果你抓不住

，就要適時放手，久了你會神傷，會心碎。

有時，放棄是另一種堅持。

任何事，任何人，都會成為過去，

不要跟它過不去，無論多難，

我們都要學會抽身而退。

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2011-10-01T11:13:00.001+08:00

It's 11.11 now. I wish that you were here :( I miss you :'(

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2011-09-16T21:52:00.002+08:00

I am missing you.

I miss having someone there for me. Someone who’ll care for me, who’ll hug me to sleep, who’ll hug me tightly, who’ll look into my eyes and smile at me. Someone who’ll randomly kiss me and tell me that he loves me a lot. I miss those special good morning / night messages from the special you. Yeah, I just really miss you.

"I miss the way you mention, "You love me till the end." Why are they just words, not actions?"

2011-09-03T15:00:00.009+08:00

Ending of August seems to be great.
Alright shall post some of the pictures that was taken during the one week break that aunt, cousins and grandma visit us :) It has been like nearly 8 years since they came to visit us. Hahaa. Before they came, i asked my mum.

Me: "Mummy, when was their last visit to Singapore?"

Mum: "Ermm.. When your brother is 9 months plus lor.."

Me: "Wah!! That was long. Lol."

Mum: "Ya lor.." (After that she was going to take the photo as a evidence. HAHAHA. LOL. My cute mummy)

This was what we do when we see cute stuff in the store. Oh yeah! Grab the things and snap snap snap =]Forever my favourite bear {love love}KBOX that night was really a happening day man! Thanks you girls :) Finally i could sing out loudly like nobody's business.

Thanks to my dearest 表姐 and 表妹, they really brighter my days. On their one week stay, we got so much to say. Although I know everyone is already very tired after all the shopping and outing with me. But they are still willing to stay up late at night just to 谈心事 with me and advice me to 看开一点. There're always there for me whenever I faced difficulties in my life and giving me all the advice. Thanks 表姐 & 表妹! Really thanks for giving me so many advice. Love ya! ♥ I promise that I will settle all my things with him, alright? hope so :x but easy to say, hard to do :'(

"Missing someone is a part of loving them. If you're never apart, you'll never really know how strong your love is."

2011-08-27T21:47:00.000+08:00

愛過的心，傷痕累累.

不是每個擦肩而過的人都會相識，也不是每個相識的人都會然人牽掛。至少我們在今生，在那個地方，在一轉身的時候沒有錯過。

在我們雙眼相望的時候，在眼中找到了愛的緣份。若大的地球上能和你相遇真的不容易，感謝上天給了我們這次相識，相戀的緣份。

曾經我也帶給你快樂，曾經我也帶給你幸福。

曾經我也讓你焦灼和無奈，曾經你也讓我等待和期盼。

也曾經我們都忘了自己，體會那心跳的感覺和纏綿的愛。

只是有一段感情再也不可能繼續，有一個人再也不能相依偎，有一個聲音再也不能經常的在耳邊響起，有一雙手再也握不住那手心的溫度與舒適。

不是每一段愛情都有美麗的回憶，也不是每段回憶都是那麼的刻骨銘心。

我們既然不能相伴到老，就讓我在這裡為你祝福。因為你已是我今生永遠無法割舍的牽掛。只是再多的思念和牽掛也換不回擁有你的日子。失去第一次最愛的人竟是這種感覺，原來愛你和放棄一樣的不容易。也許你的那句‘我愛你’曾經是個玩笑，但我付出的依然是最真的心。

如果你真的愛過我，那我是幸福的。就算和你走不到天涯，我的心依然為你牽掛。我會為你永遠的祈禱和祝福，願你永遠的幸福---平安。當你不開心的時候，我會陪你流淚。當你不快樂的時候，我就是你的開心果。當你孤獨的時候，有我在陪你說話。當你傷感的時候，我會和你一樣的憂郁。當你夢見我的時候，那是我在想你了……

不要你給我太多，不要你的任何承諾，也不要你的任何責任。不要你能深深的記著我，不要你記著我們曾經的一切一切……

只想讓你偶爾的時候還會想起我，偶爾想起那個曾經那麼深深愛過你的人，那個曾經帶著微笑給你溫柔的，給過你完完整整的心……

2011-08-19T23:55:00.000+08:00

TGIF! But i was having a sad day in school.. :(

I wasn’t a great day for me yesterday. I gotten my Mother tongue results yesterday and was really shocked that I got such a bad results. It was the worst results I had ever get in my entire life. What’s wrong with me? Why am I becoming this way? I seriously hate it. But I had to face reality that I gotten such a results because I didn’t work hard at that point of time. There are so many things happening during that point of time. All this is my own fault. I can’t blame anyone for causing me to this. Because I am the one doing the paper. Never I shall said this to myself, “Never give up, Selina! You shall work hard in the end of year. Somemore you had another chance to try on.”

TGIF! But it was a boring day in school today. We were having free period all the way in school today, from 8.30am to 12.30pm.

“Not all scars show, not all wounds heal. Sometimes you can’t always see the pain someone feels.”

2011-08-10T23:45:00.000+08:00

WTF!!! I’m sorry for being so rough in my starting of this post. But what to do when someone really irritate you and you got no one to vent your anger to. Sometimes I really don’t understand what do all my relatives look at us as. A money redraw machine? A bank? Always ask to lend money as and when you like. That was nothing much because it is good to help each other when in difficulties. But the way you are doing makes me feel so angry about your. Your all always ask my daddy for money and never ever returned when your promise that your will. The worst thing is that you still got the chick to ask for 1 million SIN dollars. Some more when you call and ask for money, you didn’t even call my mum sister in law instead and straight away ask for money. You think what??!! My daddy is a money printer ar??!!! Asked until so much. You have so many siblings around and why don’t you ask them for it. Please stop pestering my daddy for money anymore! My dad is also a human. He has a family to take care of, education fees to pay for ours siblings, housing estate to pay and many more… If you don’t have money then don’t go gamble and womanizer with others lah. WTF sia!! The trouble is created by yourself, and then you ask my daddy to clear all the debts. WALAO EH, I SEE LIAO VERY DULAN!! I don’t care if you are uncle whom I am suppose to respect to. You treat my family members bad, I shall treat the same way back to you and your family. I gonna ask your back for the money after my O’s. The longer time you going to pay us back, the amount that your lend will be higher. It’s your forcing me doing until this kind of standard. Unless your treat us well, I will still forgive your. But the way your are doing, it’s already too late to say sorry. I will say back to your, “SORRY NO CURE!!! BUSTED!!”

2011-08-10T22:45:00.001+08:00

See how thoughtful my school was to all graduating class this year. A Countdown notice board for us to know how many days we had left for our exams. It makes us nervous everyday when we get to see the number is changing day by day and the number is getting lower and lower.. :(

NDP 2011 Theme Song - In A Heartbeat

2011-08-09T12:04:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 46th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

This year national day was a great one. Because i don't have to stay alone at home watching television by myself and wacthing the fireworks by myself. Oh yes, my family is not going Malaysia for this year's national day as they said that they wanted to see the fireworks for this year. Ohymytian! :) Everyone had been saying about this year's national day parade commander is a lady and it is a history in Singapore that we didn't have a lady commander before. Hahaa. Lets us lady show you the LADY POWER! :) LOL. Indeed Singapore is such a small country. Until today then i know that this year's national day parade commander is dear's twin best friend Jeffrey and Jason's mother. Like cook right? I also didn't except that it was dear's twin best friend. They took part in the parade this year somemore, and the duty for them is to guard for the presdient. Shall salute to their mum one day if i got to see her :)

Although I'm not a Singaporean but I still love Singapore more than my own country~! Opps :x If my relatives hear all this confirm kill me. Lol. But you also can't blame me at all. Because my education, my life, my relationship, my sisters, my buddy, my friends and everything was being brought up in Singapore. Hohooo.. I'm proud to be a part of Singapore! =]

"If you give me a chance, I could be the bright side to your bad day, and just maybe you could be the same."

2011-08-05T22:52:00.001+08:00

Nothing to post. Anyway, I shall start this post with a warm wishes to my God-brother; Paul. HAPPY 26th BIRTHDAY BRO!! :) Hope you had an enjoyable day with your friends. TGIF! May all your wishes come true on this special day. And also hope that you can stop flirting around with other girls and find me a sister in law soon. Opps :x you might scold me if you hear this. But I think you wouldn’t be angry right. I am just saying a fact of yours. Lol. Stop being a 花花公子 anymore, Okay promise? Waiting for your wedding invitation wor!! :)

Okay do-key! Bye readers! =]

“They say behaviour changes when you are around someone you have certain feelings for, have you noticed I’ve always been different around you?”

2011-07-12T19:30:00.001+08:00

You can’t always wait around for someone to fix your broken heart. Sometimes you just have to repair it yourself.

It has been haunting me for a while now and it still is. Will be glad if I get an answer but I doubt I will be enlightened anytime sooner. It’s an irony and it’s confusing, it’s questioning me and messing up my thought. I envy my friends and people whom found the right partner in their lives and knew that they are meant to be together forever. That kind of certainty is awesome and I wish I can experience that too. Don’t let people who are yearning for you wait in vain. Waiting is terrible so make a choice. Distance is not a problem, it’s how your feelings are still connected. Everytime I would asked myself, “Is the person you are missing, missing you too?” I wish I can look into the future and know what’s gonna happen if I make this choice or that. Perhaps now I had already given up on relationship life. No longer have any trust in that anymore. I would rather wish that I stay SINGLE forever… :( I don’t wish to get hurt again and again..

"She’s strong enough to walk away, but broken enough to look back. "

2011-07-11T05:40:00.001+08:00

My busy life.

It’s been quiet a few days I ever updated. I think this blog is gonna be dead when my prelim exams is coming near which is just 10 weeks away from now. But I promise, right after O’s if I have time I would post something in my blog again to make it refreshing again. No sense of urgency that I left with only 10 weeks to my preliminary exams.

My life is extremely packed for remedial, tuition, structure lesson and time practice this whole entire semester. Kind of boring right my life? Everything that I do is study study study!!! Argh!! I think I really gonna go mad when exams is coming near. I want my normal life back. But I still have to wait for another 4 months to my freedom life. Which is so far away. I was so busy that I had neglected all my friends and beloved ones. I hope that I have one day to catch up with every single one.

"When I'm alone i think of so many thing to say to you,when i have a chance to tell you... I go speechless"

2011-07-01T23:40:00.003+08:00

Last sports day (sports carnival) in secondary school :(

Every year at this point of time, I always feel nothing. And told myself, “ It’s just a sports day. Don’t need to bother so much lah.” Normally it’s my friend who is graduating say, it is their last sports day in secondary school life. Now, it’s my turn to say so.. I could feel the kind of sadness in it. Although we always like to complained about school this and that. But we always feel that school is also a place we belong. The time that we spend in school is more than the time we spend at home.

I had been studying in secondary school for 6 years, and this is the best year I ever had. And also the best class I ever had in my entire life. That’s why people always say, “Sec 5 classes is always the most unite and bonded class.”

Below are the words that describe about my awesome class 5A2,2011;
Although we might come from different corners of Asia – Singapore, Malaysia, Thailand, Myanmar, Indonesia, China, Philippines, Hong Kong and South Korea, different races and different school – Broadrick and TelokKurau but with a common aim to excel in our studies and everything that we do. ^^ We may all come from different walks of life but together as a member of 5A2, will always stay untie together as one, no matter what! ;] Though it was a few months of interacting with one another and learning from each other had brought out the best in everyone. We should all focus on what you want and persevere in achieving it no matter how many obstacles come in our way. This year might be our last year together, but the friendship and class spirit in us will never end. :)
I LOVE 5A2; 2011 !!! ♥♥♥

I really had a fun day in school today with all my super duper crazy and awesome superman and superwoman classmates! :) We took part in every single games that are being organised and also cheer for the whole class. Even though we didn’t win all the games, but at least we won in the tug of war which everyone is proud of. There isn’t any other words which I could describe about my class 5A2. Hope that our teamwork spirit will last forever. Looking forward that we bond more together, no matter in studying, outing or whatever else. Really thanks you guys man. Your brighten up my day!!!♥

2011-06-11T13:07:00.001+08:00

I only smile because I’m tired of being told I should smile.

It’s finally the end of 2 weeks intensive lesson in school. Finally we have a break for 2 weeks. But sad for me, I got only 1 week left. As the last week of holidays if my F&N coursework doesn’t do well. I might have to go back school and complete it. God bless that I scored at least an A2 for F&N. It’s Friday and I am staying home checking on all my mails. I had found that I had been quiet sometimes didn’t login in to my mails account already and is flooded with 1000 of rubbish emails. Can see how busy am I right? HAHAHAA. Oh yeah, GSS has started for like 2 weeks and I haven’t been out for my shopping yet. Gonna go shopping from tmr onwards. Going IT show with daddy tomorrow to buy a desktop and maybe a speaker for my laptop.

Never thought that your heart could change so fast.

2011-06-06T18:45:00.000+08:00

端午节快乐!
In the past when I was a little girl. On this special day ah ma would always tie dumplings for all of us to eat. I always love eating ah ma’s dumplings until now. That kind of special taste and feelings in it is unexplainable. I find that the dumplings outside that are being sold are so tasteful, and oily. That’s why I rather don’t eat it. Somemore the price of it is very expensive. But my thoughtful cousin renisyce never fail to take a photo of the dumpling that ah ma had made. I almost cry out when I look at the photos, as I'd been nearly 4 years never get the chance to eat ah ma’s dumpling already:( How I wish that I can eat ah ma’s dumpling. Perhaps have to wait till next year. I miss all the past time that I had with cousins.

Another side of me thinking how have you been recently? I seriously missing you like crazy dear :(

If you really want to do something, you'll find a way.

If you don't, you'll find an excuse.

2011-06-03T23:55:00.000+08:00

Time is tickling away and it’s already the ending of the first week of holiday. Although holiday had started one week ago, but I just simply don’t have any mood for holidays. Perhaps when I was in upper sec, I started to tell myself “NO HOLIDAY FOR US”. To us holiday is a torture for us. As everyday morning we have to drag ourself to school or not the school will call your parents. Intensive lesson from 8am to 5pm isn’t a good thing indeed. Can you imagine if the teacher is talking rubbish for the first lesson and there it goes, your whole day energy becomes a tire and boring day.

2D1N Achievers Camp was the most tiring camp and slacking camp ever. I’m glad that I had a class fill of laughter and fun, which had never fails to make all of us laugh. So that the camp wasn’t really that bored. Everyone was joking around with each other, especially the cute and small trainer of our class, Mr Desmond. Hahaha. Where on earth are you so coincidence that your trainer or friend is working under SPI. Oh yes, our trainer is part of it. Everyone get to know what is his job about. Even we watch some real scary show, which I never dare to see it. I came back home with a tired mind with muscle aching everywhere. During the camp, our class was the only one group that shouted and cheer the most among all 4E5N. ROCKS MAN 5A2!!! That’s why people always say, “Sec 5 classes is forever the most bonding class.” I agree with it.

Will you love me too if I told you that I really really love you..?舍不得离开你

2011-05-13T23:59:00.001+08:00

Volcano had burnt a hole in my family.

What do you do if your most important two loved ones were all along so loving and one day without any sign, trying to break each others’ neck?? And before we knew it, it was all being argue between them. What should I do to make the both of them loving and talk to each other again? Just because of a small matter, they have not been talking to each other for almost one week :( I hate cold wars in my house. God, Please let it stop.

Wounded and hurt almost everyday. First my studies, family, then now love. What more challenges does God wants me to take? The start of year 2011 had been a very unpleasant one for me with multiple problems. Increased hurt pain one after another. I just want to led a sweet and peaceful life. Dear, can you grant my wish? :,(

It breaks my heart seeing you with someone, even though I have no rights... :(

2011-05-10T11:45:00.000+08:00

Can I be a happy woman once again?Life is full of up and downs, here I am suffering from the ups and downs and I refuse to stand. I’m trying so hard to struggle through but I’m wondering how am I able to struggle through. All the facts and what I should do have been rewinding. Even when I sleep while dreaming about what am I facing. To me, studies is important. To me I wish relationship could handle well. I miss those nights I have been with my dearest. I miss all of them so much. So much to learn, so much to see, so much to handle. I just want my life to be as easy as ABC. I wonder why relationship have stages that I never want to go through because I always fall in tolerance, which is the last stage of everything! There always two options break up or getting together? I’m so glad that I had you for my life, but perhaps life is about loving and get going. Perhaps if this isn’t solved, we should get going & keep in touch. If life separated us, I will be thankful that I had you once. :,( Probably I don’t know is to regret or whatever, just feel like it’s not suppose to be this way because I didn’t know break up makes a difference that we might not able to be friends again… You ever told me before even if this couldn’t work out. No matter what happens, we should be friends again if we can’t carry on. Yet you made a greatest mistake that nobody could take it to forgive, but I’m gonna try till I can’t. No matter what, I still forgive you. I LOVE YOU DEAREST! :(

You're always the one I want.

2011-05-01T23:11:00.002+08:00

Hi. It’s been days or rather 3 weeks since I blogged. It’s 3 weeks since I have been here, thinking about what should I do.

Why is love life so complicated? Awhile I don’t need him & he needs me badly, awhile I need him and he don’t needs me anymore. So in my love life I am never proud about because I never get the right man to be here to look after me and lend me a listen ear when I am facing difficulties. I know it’s not the right time to think about all this right now. Somehow I wish I can be alone and be stronger at all times. But I am just too kind hearted and soft hearted girls that believe in love too much. In the end, the one that hurting the most is myself. Why can’t I have a blissful and peaceful relationship life? I really envy people around me :(. I miss being a kid. Because no matter how sad I am or how much I cry, I’ll smile as soon as I see my favourite candy or teddy bear infront of me. But now even when my loved one is infront of me, I can’t seem to smile anymore.

There is someone I need to thanks a lot, which is my cousin; Renisyce. This post is specially written for her. Hope that she is viewing this post :)

Renisyce, thanks for always being there for me whenever I facing difficulties.
You were there when no one else was, you were there when no one else actually
gave a damn. You saw me cry, you saw me fell, but you didn’t look down on me,
you gave me advises, you pulled me up into a stronger person. Which I have not
done so yet. No matter how busy you are, you would always pick out your time to
chit chat with me whenever I am feeling down. Last time I am always the one who
advise you, now it’s your turn :) You always advise me to look on the bright
side and must have courage in myself. But I just don’t have the courage to face
up on what’s happen in reality. Though we might be in different countries, but
nevertheless our cousin’s heart are forever linked. You’re always the first one
to get the latest news from me, no matter is good or bad. We won’t get to meet
each other that often during holidays due to our packed schedules. But we never
failed to update each other about our life when we meet. We always chat till
late night and get scolding by our parents. Remember? Too bad, we only get to
see each other only during special occasion or 1 years at least once. So we got
so many things to share together. Somehow, I had already treating you like my
‘Big sister’. Btw, study really hard for your upcoming exams. Let’s have a
getaway trip after my exams alright? I want to relax myself.

After finishing typing this long ‘essay’, I suddenly remembered. I missed something out. I had change my phone to iphone4. It’s a late belated 18th birthday presents and last year’s achievement that I had got from daddy and mummy. Really thanks a lot! I know no matter how naughty I am your always dotes on me more. Love you, daddy and mummy :) I promise I would study real hard for my O’s. Sigh.. Although I get the phone I wanted for long, but why am I still hearing cracking sound in my heart? Because the only thing I want now is just you dearest. I really miss you and love you lots! =]

Will you love me too if I told you that I really really love you..?

I love you dearest.♥♥♥

2011-04-09T23:42:00.001+08:00

Above are some photos of Taiwan. Isn't the scenery beautiful? =]
I want to travel! :)

Perhaps during year end to Taiwan with cousins or beloved. I had just finished watching 台湾真好康 show on Channel U. The whole show makes me have a feel of going to Taiwan now! But sadly, I still need to study:( Recently, I had seen many of the television programme showing about places and food in Taiwan. Makes me want to go Taiwan even more. I should start saving money from now on for my year end trip. I have been planning on where to go during my year end holidays. This year is gonna be special, because my parents wouldn’t be travelling with me. As I told them not to come with me. Cause I want to be more independent on my own. Some more with them around, I wouldn’t be able to do or buy the things I like. Hhahahaa. =] I’m so bad right. But at least, I get to travel on my own with beloved or cousins and have fun. TAIWAN WAIT FOR ME WOR!!!:)

2011-04-09T20:45:00.000+08:00

1 month of school reopen had passed. Exactly, 1 months, 3 weeks and 0 days to my O Level Mother Tongue Paper. Everyday is a race with time. It’s like really marathon, reading chapters and chapters, having test after test, and the next few weeks are more than merely exams and all other stuffs.

Due to my busy life. I haven’t been blogging since last month’s 25th. Everyday is so scheduled. Almost every day is scheduled down for speech day training and attending my tuition class or remedial class in school. I was so busy that I don’t even have the time to spend with my loved ones or going out shopping. It seems like my life is without any entertainment after I went into O’s. Everyday is studying, revising, training, studing, revising, training… I think I might really gone mad one of the day. I miss hanging around with dear and sisters during the weekends.

I have also been like 123456 months I have not been out for shopping already. I went out today alone. I went down to town all by myself. Sad right?:( Who asked that person whom I want go out with not free today. So in the end, I went out all alone by myself. Maybe I had been staying at home for quite sometimes, now that I went out I didn’t have the mood to shop at all. Guess what? I didn’t spend a single cents when I went out today by myself. Why am I becoming like that. Can anyone tell me how? I use to love shopping so much last time that I can spend all of my money within 2 hours. But look at me now. What has happened to me?

Sometime, I wonder. Do you even miss me? :(

2011-03-25T22:55:00.001+08:00

My heart once again broke into pieces.

There is one pain I often feel which you will never know because it is caused by the absence of you.

When I look at you my heart skips a beat but later that beat could mean a lifetime of tears wasted in something I knew could never have again because you gave up. Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew. Even has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation. This one is really a heart breaking one. On the pains caused by break ups. I’m not supposed to love you, I’m not supposed to care, I’m not supposed to live my life wishing you were there. I’m not supposed to wonder where you are or what you’re doing, but I can’t help it, caused I’m in love with you. I wonder, when you look into my eyes and watch my heart shatter, does it break your heart too, even crack it a little bit?

I miss you a little, I guess you could say, a little too much, a little too often, and a little more each day. There’s a girl in my mirror crying tonight, and there’s nothing I can say to make her feel all right. You can’t ever let go of all the feelings. But you need to let go of him. We laughed until we has to cry, we loved right down to our goodbye, but over the years we’ll smile and recall for just one moment we had it all. Love that remains longest in your heart is the one that is not returned. Loving someone that doesn’t love you is like reaching for a star – you know you’ll never reach it but you just got to keep trying. You’ve never felt pain until you’ve felt love. The hardest part of dreaming about someone you love is having to wake up. No one can promise they’ll never hurt you, because at one time or another they will. The real promise is if the time you spent together will be worth the pain in the end.

Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop. If I hadn’t met you, I wouldn’t like you. If I hadn’t liked you, I wouldn’t love you. If I wouldn’t love you, I wouldn’t miss you. But I did, I do and I will. Sometimes the person you really need is the one you didn’t think you wanted. Nothing hurts more than realizing he meant everything to you, but you meant nothing to him. Someday when you’ll be sorry someday when you’re free memories will remind you that you could have of been with me. I just hope to sleep and never awaken. nothing left in this world could replace what you have taken…. its not that bad, so you dont want me back. your only the best ive ever had. I just realized, it’s so lonely being free.

You don’t die from a broken heart.. you only wish you did. The worst way to love someone is to sit next to them, knowing they don’t love you back. I don’t know how to not love you, I only know how to not let you go. It’s always the same in every relationship, there is always one person crying and wishing to get back together, while the other doesn’t even remember the things they’ve been through. I hate that I have to be the one who remembers every little detail while you can’t seem to remember me at all. I was born the day I met you, lived a while when you loved me, died a little when we broke apart. I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy, I’m going to laugh, so you don’t see me cry, I’m going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me - I’m going to smile.

Here’s to the men we love, Here’s to the men that love us, Since the men that we love, Aren’t the men that love us … screw the men… here’s to us. The funny thing about breakups is they point out what we didn’t even know we had, but don’t give us the option of going back into battle armed with that knowledge. Every happy couple has at least one breakup behind them. I can embrace myself, hold my own hand, love me - but I can’t gaze into my own eyes and feel my own soul lift me up. You don’t realize how much you care about someone until they don’t care about you.

2011-03-21T21:57:00.003+08:00

Where are you? Where are you right now?

I'm calling out your name, your face is everywhere. I'm reaching out to you to find that you're not there. I wake up these few nights as I hardly sleep. Where is your heart when I'm not around you? Where are you now?? What's left of me?

It's you that my heart is beating for. ♥ xoxo!

2011-03-15T16:55:00.001+08:00

Oh well, I am back from my bintan trip! :)

It was a fun and tiring trip. Feel a kind of sadness, as we're told that we're not suppose to bring any camera for the trip. Cause mostly of the time we're busy learning new things. Will update the photo once I gotten it from Miss Kim.

2011-03-10T16:43:00.000+08:00

2 more days to go,

Oh yes, in 2 more days I gonna say goodbye to singapore. I'm going overseas together with my NPCC juniors and teachers to Bintan on this coming saturday. So excited as I didn't get to go overseas before. Due to my busy schedule, till now I still not yet packed my bag for the 3D2N Bintan trip at Loola Resort.

2011-03-10T16:42:00.000+08:00

It's sucks when you miss that person so much that you look through old photos, old text messages, even old statuses and it brings a smile to your face, but then the hurt comes back and you know you shouldn't be looking back. But you can't help it because they really meant something to you and you thought it would last.

2011-03-07T23:59:00.005+08:00

ANOTHER SMALL CELEBRATION WITH SISTERS.

Every occasion, we'll never fail to meet up with each other, even if it is just a simple dinner. =)

All of us are very busy, but nevertheless we'll still dig out some of our precious time to spent with our loves one. Let me show you who is my loves,

Yeah, it's them again. We gather together and celebrate riyan's advance birthday and my belated birthday.
Before our dinner, the four of us (cindy, riyan, joyce and me) meet up at Marina Square the KBOX. As we know that there is a promotion going on in KBOX. $6 from 2-7pm. Isn't it cheap? But it came to sadness when we arrived there. Cause the staff told us the most they can give us is only 2hours. Is like WTF right?! They should have stated clearly that in the advertisment what. Never mind. In the end, we still get to enjoyed 2hours of singing. But I seriously don't like the attitude that the staff gave us. 10 more minutes to end, the staff came into the room and said "Now is your last song. After your last song please left, if not your need to paid extra money." We all already like in no mood to care about her. We continued singing. Then she came in again, "LAST SONG!!" she screamed at us. Riyan was like saying, "OK OK, WE GOING ALREADY CAN!" She jitao shut up.
Just a simple dinner at Cafe Catel but that few hours is prefect, and is worth it.
We spent our time catching up with each other. And it came to my surprise, they gave me belated presents. :) I still thought I don't get one because my birthday already over. LOL.
We wanted to catch Black Swan but in the end give up. Because it's all full sit around Orchard areas. :(

HEY GIRLS! Thanks for always being there for me whenever I'm feeling down or whatsoever. I really appreciate your care and concern. Let's have another gathering soon! =]

2011-03-04T19:20:00.001+08:00

If only I could,我在等一个人, 在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行, 别害怕

You only realise the missing pieces when it's empty in you.

I thought I could start anew,
I thought I could get it done,
I thought things will be better,
I thought I can move on.
But I was wrong. So wrong.

2011-03-03T15:30:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
Hi sweeties, it's been weeks I'm been blogging due to laziness and also nothing to update.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! :) Oh yes, I'm officailly legally 18th.

Nothing much happen on this special day. It's still a normal school day for me. When into class and got some surprise from my classmates. Everyone in the class, sang me birthday songs almost every lessons together with different subjects teacher. As usual, came back home and ate mum's mian xian ji dan. Thanks mummy :) You're the best.

Last but not least, thanks everyone who had given me all the greetings and wishes. All of your wishes are appreciated. =]

I seriously miss the simple happiness. It is miss somehow.

Dearest boy,

i missing you every single day, every single seconds, every single minutes.

I LOVE YOU TILL ETERNALLY. ♥♥♥

2011-02-18T21:03:00.000+08:00

Time time time ♥
I wish I can have more time to settle school stuffs, read up what I need to test on for next week common test, tidy my room, organise my papers nicely and plan something for my coming 18th birthday. I need more time, I wish I can stay home to do all that, have time by myself this weekend but it's kind of impossible. I have been lacking of sleep almost everyday since you left me. I really need more time lurh.

ticktock ticktock ticktock ticktock ticktock...

I'm not ignoring you.

I'm just waiting for you to talk to me first.

2011-02-17T20:01:00.000+08:00

If you would be loved, love and be lovable..
You’re nothing short of my everything..
My love for you is a journey; starting at forever, and ending at never.
In the arithmetic of love, one plus one equals everything and two minus one equals nothing.

2011-02-14T14:14:00.000+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY. & THIS YEAR, AGAIN LONELY VALENTINE ;(

How did you guys spent your valentines day? With your best friend or boyfriend? =) My Valentine was kind of dateless.

Dearest, I miss you so much.

Love you always.
只要有你的那一站，不管到哪里都是幸福的！

2011-02-06T16:50:00.001+08:00

年初四, back to Singapore. Woke up early and we head down to ah ma’s house and rest until noon then we came back to Singapore.

Genting with you guys are really awesome! Can we have another family trip again next year? :)

2011-02-05T23:58:00.001+08:00

年初三, the last day in genting : ( How sad was that. Our 3 days 2 nights trip just ended like that.

I woke up early just to have a last shopping at genting indoor theme park. Get myself ready and we took cab to first world hotel and started our crazy shopping. We are really very lucky, as we came genting at the right time. There was a private sales on all kinds of branded stuff, which is like 50% to 70%. As you know, I so wanting to buy some things. so went in together with third aunt, second aunt and my mum. They was a variety of things for me to choose from. I just couldn’t decide which to buy. So in the end, I brought a bag for mum and myself a pair of shoes. Cab back to hotel again, then we packed our things and check out of the hotel.

Be we went back to third aunt’s house, we went to this famous temple, which is the Chine Swee Caves Temple which located at the peak of the mountain if we drove down. Brought some local foods which are like what I seen in Taiwan food programme. They had stalls in the vehicle car then they will sell things from there and you could cook our food by yourself. Too some photos too. Seen some people put their wishing laterns in the sky. So I become a KPO queen, go around all the stalls and see which store have sell this. In the end, brought one wishing laterns.

On the way back, was sleeping throughout the whole journey. As I didn’t have enough sleep for the past few days. Dad drove us back to sixth uncle’s house and rest. Everyone fall asleep when after we bath. During night time, went over to Jia Jia Hee Restaurant for our dinner. After that, went to third uncle’s house and start writing all the wishes that I want to grant this year into my wishing laterns. After writing went to the open area and lighted my wishing laterns. Really hope that all the wishes that I wish for will come true this year. God bless.

2011-02-04T23:55:00.003+08:00

年初二, was waken up by my parents early in the morning. I wasn’t feeling well at that point of time. As my whole body is aching everywhere. Although there are three rooms in the hotel room, but because there are too many people. So we don’t have enough place to sleep on the bed, in the end, I got to sleep in the floor which is freezing like hell. No choice, but to wake up. Mum makes me a delicious sandwich for me for breakfast, so touched. Thanks mummy. Didn’t took much of the photos in the morning, even though I brought my camera out. But like the photos that I have taken from the master room.

Today was really a tiring day, as we spend the whole day outdoor. After we had our breakfast, indoor theme park next and shopping spree. During evening time, came back and rest in the hotel. Feeling better during noon time, went out again to shop again. While the adults went into casino to gamble, we went to shop at the shopping centre.

My cousin was really funny, he said this:
Cousin: Ping Ping (this is how my father’s side address me), let’s go in casino okay? See how people gamble.
Me: No no! I cannot go in. Later I go in sure kana check by the security de.
Cousin: How come? You how old ar?
Me: Brother, I this year 18years old still cannot go in lah. Only 21 then can go in.
Cousin: Huh? Okay lah. Wait for few more years then you can go in lor..

Me: Okay lo.. Wait long long. 3 more years to go..

In the end, he didn’t went in with my uncles and aunties. Instead, he become our body guard, cal fare and ‘tour guide’. He help us paid money, he help us carried things and also bring us to the interesting area and play. Had some warm coffee at Old Town White Coffee shop nearby our apartment. During midnight time, came back with all my relatives and started with out gambling. Didn’t gamble this year, as I wasn’t in the mood to as I was feeling sick. Slept at like 4am in the morning! : )

2011-02-03T23:50:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !

I hereby wishing everyone a happy lunar new year! May happiness, good lucks and every things go smoothly throughout the year!

I enjoy every year’s gathering session together with my relatives. 大年初一, Awake early in the morning and prepare as I always take super long hours to get everything done. After which, dad drove us to third aunt’s house. Everyone single one had already reached, and get themselves prepare. 1 hours of journey to genting was really fun. When we reached genting, we checked into the hotel room together with my third aunt first. There were three rooms, two toilets, one kitchen and one big living room. After we had left our things in the room, we went to outdoor theme park. Ok, let the picture do the talking. Enjoy! : )

2011-02-02T18:49:00.003+08:00

It's Chinese New Year Eve! :)
Dear holiday, i waited so long for your arrival.

It's almost two weeks that I'm sick. Such a poor me ): While everyone is happily eating and munching new year snackes. I'm here eating my medicine. Hopefully i can quickly recovered from my sickness.

By the way, I'm currently now at my grandmother's house. Had reunion meal in the evening together with my relatives. It's really a great time having meal with them and meeting all my cousins which we haven't been seeing for quiet sometimes. After meal, chit chatting session together with ying fong and may yee. It seems like 12345678 years we haven't met. We always have so many things to said. I find it more relax after having chat with them. That's why people say " Cousins are always the one who understand you more."

Oh, yes! =] Gonna go Genting Highland together with my family and relatives tomorrow. Can't wait be be there tomorrow. Because the last time I been there was 11 years ago before my brother was born. I heard many things change there. Gonna turn in soon before I couldn't wake up early in the morning by 5 tomorrow. Update all the photos when I'm back by Sunday :)
Bye.

Dearest,

you're the best thing I ever had. I love you.

2011-02-01T18:39:00.002+08:00

我想要的那片天空，

你是不是能够给我？

我害怕幸福短暂一秒就过，

爱情只是一道伤口？

是我们爱的太多，如今我们还站在原地。

Only you're capable of doing this to me.

Dear, i offically missing you.

I love you. I need you. I want you right now.♥♥♥

2011-01-23T16:42:00.002+08:00

Hello! It’s a Sunday evening and I’m home! :)
What I lack most is sleep. 3 hrs is the maximum I get per day. I’m gonna sleep till I happy next weekend.

School
Okay, let me share something about school.
The second day of school, mr krison our English teacher came into the class and wrote a word “Remorse”. Everyone look blur when he said that. So some kind hearted people took the initiative to ask mr krison, “What is remorse?” He said it in a very ‘dictionary’ way “Oh, remorse is a deep and painful regret for wrongdoings.” Everything stare again for a few second and start writing our composition.

& On the second week of school, coursework question were given. We were asked to start brain storming what are we going to do to task question. Searching for relevant information almost everyday. More worst thing, is that we got to pass up our work the next day. Because of this, I have been sleeping 2am or 3am almost everyday. Currently, I’m falling sick because of the lacking of sleep for the past two weeks. Coughing and coughing non stop almost every single seconds. Now I finally can understand why last year, all my friends that took O’s last year always tell me that they didn’t have time to rest at all. I finally understand now cause I also under the same situation as them now. Poor me :( Oh god. I’m gonna work doubly hard for my vocabulary and all other subjects.

CNY!
You know what? I want to shop for clothes and all, didn’t really got the time to spend for my clothings lah. ):

Hopefully, i can recover soon from my sick. Chinese new year is coming, and there is many things that I want to eat. Anyway, this year cny I'm going to Genting Highland and celebrate together with my relatives. I want to enjoy myself there! (: So let me recover soon.

2011-01-11T23:30:00.001+08:00

STRESS!

It’s only second week of school and I’m already feeling so. Hilarious isn’t it. Piles and piles of homework each day, everyone is emphasizing this year’s a crucial year. Oh crap, I’m so stress. Everything becoming tougher, getting more difficult to understand. Whatever, like dearest once said “Never give up.”

Sometimes it's not the leaving that hurts,
It's the good times that does all the tortures.

2011-01-10T17:40:00.000+08:00

At 1.45pm today, all graduating class were dismissed from class. Went hall to had a sneak preview of last year O’s result. I swear I was so scared, although I’m not the one who taking results this year. But initially I’d a intend to drop my O’s this year. I don’t really have the confidence to take up this challenge, really. Can someone motivate me? I need motivation in my studies. The first one that I wish to hear from, is dear. Can you grant me the wish?

2011-01-08T23:35:00.000+08:00

It’s almost past the first week of school and I’m still surviving. At first, I thought I couldn’t adapt to the new environment that I’m currently studying now. Although, it’s still the same school. But everything change so much, new principal, new vice principal, new friends, new teachers, new school rules and many more.. Everything change so much within a few months after our N’s last year. I’m glad I can adapt back to school quite fast. I pleased that I get to know new friends from my class. It’s also hard for me to remember mostly of their names, as we don’t really know each other very well. Hopefully, by this month end I can remember each and everyone’s names.

Hhahaa.. Singapore is such a small world. I didn’t know that my primary school’s friend’s sister is actually studying in the same class as me, until today then I get to know. Saw my friend Elaine during the Farewell ceremony today. Was really surprised as I’ve not been seeing her for like 123456 years already! OMG! She didn’t change. Still the old Elaine in primary school. Hahahahaa (:

Dearest, i missing you badly. ):

You taught me how to love,

but not how to stop.

2011-01-01T23:45:00.000+08:00

When the clock strikes twelve on December 31st, people all over the world cheer and wish each other a very Happy New Year. For some, this event is no more than a change of calendar. For others, the New Year symbolizes the beginning of a better tomorrow. So, if you look forward to a good year ahead spread happiness with these wonderful New Year wishes.

Every year, at this point of time, I would always accompany my mum to Bugis and buy her chinese new year goods. Neither this year too, we brought much earlier than previous year. As we did not want to squeeze together with all the auntie and uncles during the last few weeks near to chinese new year. Sound kaisu right? HAHAHA =) After buying all our chinese new year goods, off to "daughter mother's shopping spree!" Shopping centre was fully packed with people. In the end, we didn't brought anything instead of buying my dad and brother's shirt and pants.

After shopping for a few hours at Bugis. We head down to Suntec and meet dad and brother. Had our dinner, and dad suggest to go Marina Bay for a walk. I was quiet surprise when I heard that from dad, as it is already 10pm when he said that. Everytime, when the whole family is out at this point of time, we would always be back home getting ready to sleep. But dad reply and said, "Never mind lah, tomorrow don't need work and study. Can go home early ma." Mum and me looked at him and laughed non stop. Although walking from Suntec to Marina Bay was a short distance. But Mum and I has no energy to walk anymore, as we have been carrying our shopping bags around the whole day.

Cam-whoring session and shopping at Marina Bay Sands with family was awesome! It has been a long long time since the whole family went out together. It's the best family gathering ever! Dad still promise to me that if i get a good results for my o's, he would book a hotel at Marina Bay Sands Hotel for 3 days 2 nights :) Thanks dad.

When I was browsing through my friend's blog, seen this new year ryhmes :

What can be said in New Year rhymes, That’s not been said a thousand times? The new years come, the old years go, We know we dream, we dream we know. We rise up laughing with the light, We lie down weeping with the night. We hug the world until it stings, We curse it then and sigh for wings. We live, we love, we woo, we wed, We wreathe our prides, we sheet our dead. We laugh, we weep, we hope, we fear, And that’s the burden of a year.

I was thinking about you, thinking about me, thinking about us.

When I open my eyes I realise it is just a dream...

2010-12-31T23:00:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVE, Readers! :)
It may be coming close to an hour of the new year but it's never too late to make a resolution! Goodbye 2010. HELLO 2011! :)

In 2010, life have been tough for me. I can't believe myself during this past one year, I have been spending mostly of my time with my books. Think back of my life was everyday tuition study tuition study. And I start neglecting my love ones aside. I feel so sorry about that. But my effort did pay off, as i'd been promoted=)

I hope new year a brand new start for me. My new year resolution is that I want to slim down once again. But I no longer own the determination that I used to have. I also wish that I could get a good grades for my O's level results next year, and get into the Poly course that i like :) Last thing that I wish for, I wish that dearest still remember the promise that we've make between each other. I wish to grant all this! Can I?

To dearest:
Boy, thanks for the love& memories you once given to me. Though that minute, before everything happens, i really wish time would stop. But I know, time will never stop. Time pass, things change. I remembered you once said, you would be my dear forever. I know, there isn't any forever thing. Love, it doesn't have a everlasting one. I once thought after the huge disaster, we could be able to go through ups & down together. Maybe, it's just my wishful thinking we afterall bah. Now, no matter how much I bleed for you, cry or whatever, I know you won't be back anymore. I really don't know, how will I continue my life without you. But well, I would take care of myself so don't bother about me anymore.. Lastly, I still love you.

2010-12-30T16:01:00.002+08:00

Dear holiday, i waited so long for your arrival.
It's the last 2nd day of 2010, let's enjoy and live 2011 soon. Time passes really fast and school is starting next week! Thinking about mugging turns me off TOTALLY but I have to do it anyway! What's the plan for new year? How should we celebrate and spend the last moment of the year?

Fate has brought us close together for I'm willing to sacrifice anything just for you.

I want you in my life forever, not out of my life.

2010-12-29T15:33:00.000+08:00

Smile for a better days ahead. Tomorrow will be a better day. Hopefully. :)

These few days have been spending money quiet a lot. Buying school books and assessment book which costs me a lot. Sigh.. I still have not shop for my clothes yet! But I only left with a few 100 bucks. How am i going to purchase my clothes and all? Need to save some money for myself before I going to turn broke. :(

Anyway, report back to school at 9am today. It was a exhausted day. Looking at the school's canteen which makes me thought of my primary school life. Today wasn't a great day. After the talks by new vice principal, everyone are asked to check for attire and books. Seriously don't like the new VP and the new school rules! Shoes must be 100% white and no black stripes are allow?! Whereas for girls, skirt length must be below the kneel then accepted! Fringe must not be touching the eyebrow, if not cut! What the hell lah, with all this stupid school rules!!! I just brought my school shoes not long ago, just because my shoes have one black stripes and you want me to change to totally white?! And somemore the teacher that check my skirt really very ma fan sia. My skirt was at the kneel length then you say still too short. But when checking other student where it is shorter than me then say can?!!! What kind of reason is this sia?!! Please lah, i have been studying in this school for 5 years already and change twice principal. This is the first time i kana with my skirt and shoes! I don't know how is the school going to be like in 2011. All school rules change, principal change, vice principal change, school songs change and also discipline also change.

Where are you where are you where are you?!

I need you, I miss you, I want you now!!!

Can you return back to me?

2010-12-25T13:53:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!
It's the season of love, don't forget to give love in the midst of receiving love. (:

This year's christmas was spent differently! All my relatives came to visit us, at the same time also come here to celebrate christmas. It's a eat shop eat shop trip and I love spending the days with them. We cam whored a lot too! woops. (: It's like everyday non-stop shopping with my cousins. Oh ya! Did i mention that i become my relative's tour guide? Hahahhaa. Sounds funny right? Cos my cousins wanted to go Orchard Road but they wasn't sure how to go. So in the end, i was the one leading the way and bringing them around. On Christmas, we have been shopping the whole day. From Bugis to Plaza Singapura to Orchard Road to Vivo. The next day family gathering at Sentosa! :) It's a short weekend, and I know time will zoom past super fast. Gonna run free before school starts and throw away all troubles, hopefully! :)

Christmas is over and New year is coming,

Do you all have any 2011 plans? Yea, i do have! 2010 is a disaster and nightmare to me but time just fly without me knowing it and it's already end of the year. I hope that 2011 will be a better year of me and also you...

I miss our memories, I miss the things you did for me,

I miss those things I did for you.

Only you're capable of doing this to me.

2010-12-24T23:45:00.001+08:00

Santa Claus is coming to town!
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE EVERYONE! =)

I'm wondering how old do i look like? There is one customer who call me auntie infront of his kids! What the hell, is it something to be funny?! When you look like one auntie and you still can call me AUNTIE?! Please lah auntie, before you come out from your house better take a look at the mirror see who is the AUNTIE?! BLOODY HELL!!!

Anyway, today is the last day of my work at isetan scotts, soon i'll be back to school, sad to say, happy to hear. LOL! After the end of this month, i'll carry on mugging with my books everyday. Christmas is coming, which means the year is ending, and that also means I have only left with one week break, which tells me that I'm going to get stressed up freaking badly with coursework, homework and assignments! Someone save me please! But for the sack of o's i would work hard no matter what. These few days have been waking up early just to buy all the christmas present for love, friends, colleagues and family. Sound weird right? Cos i don't usually buy any christmas present for anyone. But this year really different. As my last day of work falls on the christmas eve, so i brought present for all the colleagues that i'm close to. Orchard is like super crowded, especially the road and traffic jam. Because of all the road closure and all, i have to walk to somerset mrt station just to take bus home. It takes me half an hour just to wait for one bus.

Surprisingly, brother gave a Christmas present to me. (the packet in green)

Before i open the gift, i was touching the packet. I feel that it was soft and thought was a shower towel. But it came out to be a mask! Like it so much man! :) I'd not been doing facial for quiet sometimes, maybe i should start using this. At first, brother was telling me that he is giving this to me whereby his aunt just came back from korea and brought alot. I still thought that he was kidding me. But, he came to working place just to pass this gift to me :)

It's sad to leave my working place. At first, i didn't like working at this place because of my senior. She wants a hardworking, fast learner and tidy partimer, who will help her in everything. She don't want a lazy partimer who will always slack around. See lah, who ask me so hardworking and fast learner! She chose me after one day covering for her ex partimer. But after weeks of working with her, i am already use to the environment there. Those time with you people are really priceless. It have been fun working with all of you people in the same sales floor. Your always help me when i am in trouble and continue guiding me when i started working, your never fail to teach me the correct ways and teach me to do the right thing. It have been a enjoyful time working with your. I find that time past so fast everyday when i was working. Cos we always chit chat with each other. The short memory of each and one of you will be remember. Keep in contact yea? =)

Don't leave me hanging,
In a city so dead.
Held up so high,
On such a breakable thread.

2010-12-18T23:00:00.004+08:00

I'd been waiting for this days for so long and finally it has come. I getting so nervous now. Took off today and went back to school for collect of my n level results. I find it so weird for me to wear my school uniform on. As it has been a long long time i haven't been wearing my school uniform. And my uniform turns to become so big! I ask my mum:

ME: "Mummy, did you change away my school uniform?"

Mum: "No. Why? Cannot fit in ar?"

ME: "No lah. Can fit in, but how come become so big?"

Mum: "Aiya, you grow slim liao lo.. Somemore you so long never wear school uniform ma.."

ME: "But very big leh wear already also very ugly!"

Mum: "Then don't wear lo.."

I jitao give a =_="' face. Before i went out Grandma told me, "No matter what happens to your results. We'll always support you." So sweet of my Grandma.

Reached school and saw many familiar faces. Everyone didn't change at all, they still look as usual. Finally at 3pm teachers gave us our results. I break into tears when i seen my results. As i didn't accept my marks to be so high. I'm promoted up to sec5, yeah!!! (: Although i got a good results, but i still feel upset for those who has fail. But people say, "不要因为失败而放弃了一切。"

Came back home and told Grandma, Uncle and Mummy about the news. They were so excited and happy for me. During night time, had some small celebration with family. HAHAHAHA!! We ate steamboat. (: After dinner, took bused down to Orchard Road as uncle wanted to take photos of the christmas decorations. It was crowded on the street. Came back home and had a good rest.

Lastly, i would like to thanks dear, daddy, mummy, kening, joyce, riyan, cindy and miss lee. In this past one year, your have been helping me out in my studies and many things more. And also thanks to those who has message me, call me and wish me (: I really appreciate.

I don't have to say a word because you know exactly how important you are in my heart.

2010-12-15T08:10:00.001+08:00

Results is coming in like a few dayyyyyyyys time, ): Omg, i cannot stop worrying & thinking about it. What will happen? What will my result be like? What should i do? Will it be like last time? :(((((((( I don't wish to repeat the same history again. God bless that i get a good results on friday.

You may not be here with me, but you are always in my heart.

DEAR, I MISS YOOU.

2010-11-25T20:17:00.002+08:00

Actually I’ve nothing much to update. But I just don’t wanna left out my blog after I start working. Today is my off day, thinking of shopping for my clothes and bags and many things that I’ve not done. Instead of going shopping, I’ve to go clinic and see a doctor. Yes, I’m sick.

Work and work as usual. Nothing much actually. Previously I have been floating around running for counters and covering for people’s off day. Finally, I was given a permanent counter so that I do not have to run around. I’m satisfied with my new working place. Although I’m still use to working at Takashimaya. Learn many new experiences during work that I haven’t had a chance to learn last time. Last time, I’m use to sell apparel but now no longer apparels. I’ve “upgrade” to accessory. Although it wasn’t easy to sell. But I’d get to know more new colleagues (: I don’t know why am I so popular to everyone. The place that I’ve use to work before everyone had request to my boss that they want me to stay in their counter and help them out. But my boss just don’t allow me as she wants me to learn more new things and experience from different places. And during break time, there’re always a few colleagues who would approach to me for dinner or lunch with them. I’m still considering if I should work until new year or early december…

I feel so lost. Because I miss that somebody, miss him so much that I’m gonna lose myself anytime…Missing someone isn’t about how long it’s been since you’ve seen each other or the amount of time since you’ve last talked. It’s about that very moment when you’re doing something and you wish they were right there with you everytime.

虽然我发觉你爱我比我爱你还要多，但我答应你，

只要我们还是在一起的一天，我会好好努力的去爱你。。。

2010-10-28T22:43:00.002+08:00

How I wished the sky is pouring now..
So I could walked out of my house bearing all the pain and cry in the rain.

爱情璀璨后粉碎像流星滑过后下坠

这点小伤口留下浅浅疤痕随时碰就随时痛

我愛上让我奮不顧身的一個人

我懷念過去單純美好的小幸福

愛總是让人哭　让人覺得不滿足　好孤獨...

People are meant to come in and out of your life.

But at the end, there'll be one who'll come in and never leave.

How i wish that person was you...

2010-10-25T15:00:00.001+08:00

哭了才发现自己真的受伤了

你曾对我说你永远是我的

为了爱情我把自己的幸福都忘了

你快乐我就快乐

也许是我们彼此都太年轻了

总是特别容易沉溺在爱情里

每当我再次看到身边美丽的花火

你也离开我我还是想对你说

Baby I Love You So Much

你走了我的心在淌血

Baby You Hurt Me So Bad

想要你回到我的世界

你给我的诺言已经瓦解

只要我们都爱着无论多苦都值得

说好的你怎么忘记了

Treasure the moment you want most,
&then you can really feel the sweetness deep down within you.

2010-10-24T14:29:00.001+08:00

Time doesn’t heal all wounds. Because it’s not the heart that keeps our memories, it’s the brain… Unless I’m completely shut down in this world or happened to have lost all my memories due to head injury, I might feel better… Then again, nobody’s words are going into me.. I’m just refusing everyone’s kindness towards me.. All advices fall on deaf ear..

Deep down in my heart, there will always be a deep cut, no matter how I find someone to replace, hoping that they will bring my agony and pain away, I will just realise I love you more and more. My love towards you will never be lesser, I tried so hard, and knew that no one ever replace you in my heart.

In the end, I still hurt myself. I don’t care how others might thing, but all I know is that I’m still crazy in love with you. I love you, CZL!

坐在海边听海哭的声音,

怎么尝到的却是自己的泪

2010-10-22T00:03:00.002+08:00

Love, I'm lost without you.

Looking at the messages which once brought a great smile to my face had turned all teary now. That was when love was blossoming, where you’ve placed 200% of your patience on me. Now that the feeling is fading away, that tinge of patience in you seems to vanished completely.

The thought of you, makes me yearn for your love once more. I wonder when will you knocking at my door and heal this badly scared heart. I wonder when will the smile on me be genuinely happy again.

我是真的很爱你, 可是, 那还重要吗?

我的心好痛好痛。。

2010-10-18T00:00:00.009+08:00

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST ♥ MR CHUA!!!

Happy birthday to you. Happy Birthday to you.
Happy birthday dearest, Happy Birthday To You!!!

Today’s a times to celebrate a very special birth. Those picture above are the things that i'd wanting to give you on your birthday. Hope you like it. On your birthday, sweetheart. I hope you have a birthday that’s prefect from the start. I wish that all your dreams come true. May your day be filled with joy, wonderful gifts and goodies, too. On your day I wish for you loving smiles and caring looks that earthly gifts cannot replace. I wish you fine and simple pleasures. I wish you many years of laughter. I wish you all of life’s best treasures. I wish you happily ever after! Wishing you all the great things in life, hope this day will being you extra share of all that makes you happiest. May each birthday be better than the last. Most of all, I hope you will always be as happy as you have made me. Hope you enjoy your day.

Lastly,

CHUA ZHEN LIANG, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Time past really very fast, now you'd turn from a boy to a MAN.

Must be guai wor. Stay handsome and filled live with happiness & pleasure.

I LOVE YOU! I MISS YOU! I WANT YOU!

Hugs ^_^ Muackss

如果最美好的早已留在心中，

那在多的选择也只会视而不见。

我会一直在这里等你。我爱你一辈子。♥♥♥

2010-10-17T12:47:00.005+08:00

明明很想哭，却还在笑；

明明很在乎，却装作无所谓；

明明很痛苦，却偏偏说自己很幸福；

明明忘不掉，却说已经忘了；

明明很脆弱，却装作很坚强；

明明说的是违心的假话，却说那是自己的真心话；

明明已经无法挽回，却依然执着；

明明知道说这样的话会受害，却忍着疼轻松说出。

我是真的很爱你, 可是, 那还重要吗?

2010-10-10T23:41:00.002+08:00

I miss you

Dearest boy, how have you been?
Where are you now? Cause I'm thinking of you.
Why aint you here? I need you now.
I need someone to hear me scream.
I need someone to let me disturb.
I need someone to let me hit
I need someone to guide me.
I need someone to hear me talk
I need you now, come back.
I miss you.

I miss hearing you calling me with names.
I miss hearing you smsing me at the mid of the night.
I miss hearing you nagging.
I miss having you around.
I miss going out with you.
I miss everything all about you.
I miss you.

如果命中注定的人是你的话，

这段恋情即使宣告结束，

我们还是会相遇。。。

2010-10-09T00:35:00.003+08:00

Oh well, I’ve left this poor little thing rot for like three weeks and now I’m back. Yes, exams had ended. Okay, let’s see where should I start from…

During this three weeks, I was busy revising for my upcoming exams, attending night study and doing tonnes and tonnes for practice papers which makes me go crazy. School’s been ending late almost everyday, I find that I spend mostly of my time in school than at home. As you can see, I wake up 5am almost everyday and school ends around 5plus after which we still have night study till 9plus. When I reached home from night studies it’s already 10plus. I hardly had time to spend with my parents. But before I’m off to bed, I always spend some of my time communicate with my parents.

Many things happen in this these three weeks, which make me feel so restless. But I would like to thank kening, riyan, joyce, sonia, katherine, louise, juliana, anita, miss lee, miss ong and many people out there, not forgetting my parents whom had been motivate me all along.

Daddy and Mummy:
I’m such a unfilial daughter. From young till now, I always let the both of your worry about me. There wasn’t a time that I never make your worry about me. Everytime, when your told me not to do this or that I always never hear your advise. I always thinks that your are so naggy. I thought that your would only care about brother and not me. Cause he is more important than me. But everytime when I’m in trouble your would always be there supporting me and helping me. I can feel that actually your care about me all the times. Just that I didn’t notice. When no one trust what I say, your would always be the one who trust me most. This time round I’d done something which make your hardly sleep and eat, which makes me heartache. I told myself, ‘I’m turning 18 next year. I should learn to be more independent in myself and not behaving like a small kid. I should learn to solve my own problems by myself and not making parents worried about me.’ Daddy and mummy, I’m sorry for making your worried about me.

I just want to say,

I love you just as much as you do.

Always keep me by yoour side,

then i'll not be lost.

I miss everything all about you.

2010-09-19T16:20:00.001+08:00

我不想放开手。
亲爱的，不要忘了我们两的之间的承诺。不管多长的时间我都会默默的在这里等你。等你回来的那一天。。。
God I beg you not to take him away from my life.. I don’t want lose such a precious man..Minus my lifespan, curse me with anything… Please, do not take him away from me..My shivering body and breakdown emotions are begging you right now.. I have been falling in love many times, always with the same person. As I look back on all that’s happened..growing up, growing together, changing you, changing me –there were times when we dreamed together, when we laughed together. As I look back on those days, I realize how much I truly miss you and how much I truly love you.

I was reborn when you first kissed me.
Part of me died when you left me.
But now I still live, waiting for the day you return to me.

Dear, i love you till eternity.♥♥♥

2010-09-12T12:06:00.002+08:00

I'd change my blogskin recently. Hope your like it (:

It's been long I ever updated. I miss the way I blogged in the past regularly but now motivation of blogging had disappeared. I miss the fun I had before having exams. I miss hanging around with boyfriend and sisters during the weekends and I haye to be mugging for upcoming exam that stressed me so much. I am so aiming for what I want and I got to work hard for it. But I need to be motivated, who wanna motivate me! How I wished I'm packed my time fully everyday with studies and fun. I miss every single fun so badly now, I need a break :( Two and the half subjects is down but there is still others subjects to study. Don't worried i will work hard for it.

The stars lean down to kiss you, I lie awake to miss you. ♥

2010-08-01T00:06:00.003+08:00

Happy 1 year anniversary,

I LOVE CHUA ZHEN LIANG HUBBY TILL ETERNITY! ♥

Finally back together after separating for so long. Still we choose to hold on this relationship after so long. Thanks dear for everything through this one year. This is love, “Only when you lost something, then you start to cherish it.”

Our relationship didn’t come easy at all. We have been through so many ups and downs together. & we have even walk through the deepest times in our lives together. It’s not easy to walk through all those but we had overcome it. We quarrel and laughed over the smallest thing, through our quarrels and heartbreaks every now and then, it helps us to manage each other attitude. We have so many memories that I can’t possible to summarise in this short entry. No words can describe how our relationship was. Only God know how was it, and I’m glad we made it this far. We manage to get to know each other better only when our relationship started, & we learn to accept each other.

Dear, you’re the greatest boyfriend & hubby I ever had. I really love you, and I really appreciate whatever you have done for me. My life would really be miserable without you, I am serious. You’ll always tried your best to give in to me, which I feel very miserable all the times. You always give empty promises to make me feel the heartache. I always got soft hearted and given you chances over again and again. I really hope history will not repeat again. Just want to live happy lives together with you.

Thank for being the special one making my life full of rainbow colours. And loving me unconditionally. You’re the most special person in my life. And also thanks you for giving one more chance to be your girl once more time. I really cherished this relationship till eternity.

Wishing you a happy 1st year anniversary again my dearest boyfriend. Hope in a new year, things will go on smoothly for the both of us! Bless us to be better than ever as we grow old together.

SWEETHEART, I LOVE YOU! ♥♥♥ deep down in my heart you the only man I want to be with.
(All these are word coming from deep down my heart)

Loving you only & always,
Selina Choo

2010-07-25T00:30:00.001+08:00

Bugis today with Kening, Riyan and Joyce. In the noon time, we went community club for our performance. After we had changed our shirt we bused down to Bugis for our dinner. Chitchatted with them, reached and went to find some restaurant. As the time we reached there is around 9 plus going 10 so we were wondering if there is any restaurant still opened. Luckily, some still opened. We went into Wong Kok Char Chan Teng for our dinner. We took the menu and selected our food and we ordered a super duper big MILK TEA!(you could see the picture below, when you slowly scroll down)

Happy 17th Birthday in advance, sweetie! :D

Hope you enjoyed your day with us!This is the super duper BIG MILK TEA which I'm talking about.

You guess how much does this cost?...It's FREE OF CHARGE!!!

Cause Kening's birthday in three days time, so we decided to ordered this and shared it among us sisters :D And is also a 'early birthday gift' for her.At first, we still thought that we couldnt finished this big cup of milk tea. HhAHAHAh :D But we managed to finished it. We were thinking of some ideas when we were drinking. All of us were thinking if there were pearl inside that would be nice. HEHEH^^

Ended our dinner, we went to starbucks cafe and chit chat. As we only get to see each other one week once, so we only could spend our time in the night during saturday to meet up with each other. Really have fun with them! Thanks Girls!!! :D

It is important to have a good pair of shoes,

even if you only own one pair.

Because this pair of shoes, will follow you wherever you go,

& step on whatever foreign soil you have been to.

2010-06-24T18:54:00.006+08:00

You know, I really wana update my blog so badly.
But you see, MY HOLIDAY IS SERIOUSLY DAMN BORING TO THE MAX.
So ya :( There's nothing much for me to update.
I shall do a rough update about this one month holiday okay (:

Hmm, on 14th of June, went to Sentosa. Together with Jenny and her boyfriend for some picnic outing at Palawan Beach. Let the photo do the talking (:

I only post some photos here as I didnt really had the mood to blog :(

Because you never fail to make to laughed ♥♥♥

2010-06-10T21:07:00.004+08:00

今夜，我怅坐一隅静静地想你，

想知道你在做什么，想知道你有没有在想我；

想知道当你凝视远方的时候，你的眼前是否划过我的身影；

想知道当你走进甜美的梦乡，是否看到我在梦的路口等你。

我喜欢静静地坐在这里想你。

虽然，我不知道这样静静地想一个人，对方是否能真切地感受到。

如果你常常会有一种莫名的心动，

你是否知道这是因为我在远方静静地想你？

我喜欢这样想你，让自己的心有了柔柔的疼痛和幸福的甜蜜。

不经意间，我会静静地想你的名字，

想你的身影，想你爽朗的笑声，想与你相拥在雨中漫步，

想与你在幽幽月华下携手相依，然后一起慢慢老去。

如果可以，我情愿是一只鸟儿，可以飞越万水千山，停在你窗前的树梢。

你窗前独立的老树是寂寞的，夜空中沉默的那轮皎月也是寂寞的。

但我不会寂寞，因为我离你是那么近，

我喜欢你窗前散发的淡淡的灯光，温馨而祥和，

我可以真实地感受你的气息。

但我不会鸣叫，不会打扰你的清静。

我只是轻轻地梳理自己被风吹乱的羽翼，整理自己疲惫的心。

然后，默默地站在你的窗前，静静地想你。

2010-05-07T19:00:00.003+08:00

wasn't in any good mood this few days, due to some problems with my relatives.
has been hardly eat and hardly sleep this few days :(
Exams started on wed, and today is the third day of exam for social studies and maths paper 1. This is the first time i have done my maths paper 1 which is so freaking hard lah.

after that came back home and started checking my mail and did my revision. Suddenly i think of dear and my mind came out all this definition of love.

" Love is the only but often forgotten purpose of living.
Love is being kept up all night because you cannot think of anything but your hearts desire...
Love is one touch leaving you breathless...
Love is that condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own.
Hold Love as important and most everything else will sort itself out.
Love is the universal force that makes compatible, what is incompatible.
Love is when the one person in the world that shouldn't make you cry just happens to be the one person in the world that makes you cry the most.
Love is giving someone the ability to destroy you but trustng them not to do it.

When two people are truly in love its not a question of what anyone else thins. It is how they complete the other. How they fill all voids in the other's life. It is not about material goods or how compatible you are with someone. Being in love with someone is being happy when you are together with the person.

The love's object is the last thought on your mind and the first thought when you wake up. Love does exist. When you find it, you know. You wonder how you ever did without it. It is finding that person that embodies all the things that you could ever want in a person. It is finding the exact match to the infinite number of personalities that are possible. It is finding that person that was molded for you. It is the person that has all of these different things in one entity. Love has much to do with hope and being willing to forsake some of yourself to be thier sole partner. We may look for someone who is a perfect match but one hopes to remember that we should seek for and be come such perfect puzzle piece yet stay pliable enough to be selfless in our actions."

2010-05-03T22:30:00.004+08:00

Hi people!
Haven't been updating blog for quiet sometimes.
Has been busy recently with my coursework. Haha (: had just ended my f&n practical cooking exam last friday and feeling so happy now as i do not have to stress on the cooking anymore. But also had been feeling very stressed up today after a call from my relatives.
I'm wondering should i tell the truth to my parents? or should i not to? :(

Life's rather tiring, where everything seems upside down. Things just goes wrong every single time. During those times where everything's really casuing me to fall apart, i really wish to just take a break from everything. Get as far away as possible, just running away from reality. But i know, it's impossible.

Sometimes i really don't understand why must there always someone who is there talking bad at our back. That person can tell to face to face and not spreading it to others and making things worse. I just want to lead a normal life, can't i? somemore how can you say that my friends are friends that always teach me the bad things! Why must you care about my life and no bothering about your own child! Your child are doing it worse than me then why don't you care about them and care about me! I now you are my elderly and also a person for me to be respect, but see it yourself have you ever respect us before we respect you! I think we have no rights to respect you at all when you didnt even show a respect to us. I seriously hate you uncle! Get lost from my life can! why must you make my life feel so miserable :,(

2010-03-15T13:00:00.002+08:00

Finally got the time to blog after so long. Stress is adding up and homeworks, assignments and test are pilling. Obviously I don't except Sec 4 life to be easy, but it's like damn hard to get facing so much homework.

Yeah! It's school holiday now. Daddy, mummy and brother had went back to Malaysia yesterday and left me one person at home feeling so sad and lonely. Watched some tv show until 4-5am then went to sleep.

The next day, our long waited sisters outing finally come! It's been such a long time since we have our outing together and I really missing it so much.Wake up at quiet a early time and went downsatirs to the hawker centre and brought myself breakfast. After that at around noon time went to Kolam Ayer Community Club for my dance practice. After 2 hours of practice, we went out together for our sister outing! After that, we bused down to Parkway Parade and we ate our dinner there. We were all so full after we eat, then we walked around and we went to Katong shopping centre. And we went to Teo Heng Karaoke for singing. Hahhahaa :D I'm so in love with singing please. Let me think, when's the last time I sang in a karaoke???...It was like 1 year ago..heheee.

We had snap some pictures while we were singing. There's some of my favourite shots below.♥

13 years of sistership and still counting on...

Went back home before the struck of midnight.
Really thanks you girls so much for this outing. I really enjoyed myself with your today.

不想做你生命的插曲。

只想做你生命最完美的结局。

dearest, i love you and missing you at the same time. muacksss♥♥♥

2010-02-15T13:57:00.003+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to everyone
&
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY to all couples!!! ♥♥♥

As usual, I always spend my first day of Chinese new year with my relatives. Quite boring actually, nothing much to do. As I couldn’t celebrate with anyone this year cos my grandma just passed away not long ago and we cannot go to anyone’s house or bai nian with anyone this year. So sad ): At evening time, went over to my third’s aunt house and play mah-jong. And my uncle was so funny they keep on asking me of how to use a laptop cos mostly of my cousin brought their laptop there. At around noon time, came back to my six uncle’s house and take a nap. After that slept for sometime then we went over to third’s uncle house again, waited for my second’s uncle family and some of the family to come back. Now I’m still at my uncle’s house. Everyone is playing mah-jong and I was here blogging and doing my coursework.

& dearest, I miss u many many. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to your family and you & also wish you HAPPY VALENTINES DAY. Dearest boyfriend, I love you eternity. Muacksss ♥♥♥

Memory is a golden chain that

binds us together until we meet again.

2010-02-14T01:55:00.010+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVE! :D

Wake up at around 8 plus today and started doing my F&N coursework. Hahaaah. So guai right? No choice, because of N level coursework I got to sacrifice my Chinese new year eve morning for my coursework. At around evening time, went over to my third uncle’s house and had reunion dinner with my relatives although not all of them is here. After the dinner, we went outside of the house and we started lighting up the 许愿灯.Hahaah :P Such a cool thing right get to light this kind of things at Malaysia. Normally we only heard this happened at Taiwan but now it happen at Malaysia. Actually is one of my cousin’s husband whose family is selling this kind of occasion stuff then just nice this year they selling all this. And he took around 20 plus of that for us to play with it. Each and everyone are to write down the wishes that we wanted to grant truth. And I took a red lantern and started writing my wishes on it. There are a few wishes is for dearest and me :DD wish that my wishes will really come true wor (((: Thanks Edwin kor kor for letting us have the chance to experience this kind of things.

Let the photo do some talking :PP

Love, once you see it, its hard to find it,

and once you find it, its hard to hide it.

dearest, i love you.muacksss

2010-02-13T01:30:00.003+08:00

Hi everyone! I'm back to blogging again! Did anyone of you miss me? Hhaahas(:

Went to school as usual today at around 7 plus. Chinese new year celebration was being held at the hall. Event ended at around 10 plus and went back home. After lunch took train down to dearest's house and meet dearest. Reached his house at around 1 plus then accompanied dearest to NUH for his check up. After the check up we walked around and we bused down to somewhere else and played games. Dearest accompanied to the bus stop and waited for bus to come.

Wasn't happy at all when i was out with dearest today cos daddy and mummy was so irritating, they keep on calling me on the phone every 15 minutes. Make me feel so pissed off with it. Came back home and was being scolded by daddy and mummy cause i was late ): after that we drive back to Malaysia. Reached at around 1am like that.

Lastly, i love dearest. Dear, remember to take your medicine everyday wor. Must take care of your health too :D I LOVE YOU ETERNITY.♥ ♥ ♥ Muacksss

Just the thought of being with you tomorrow,

is enough to get me throught today.

2010-01-01T00:00:00.003+08:00

Goodbye 2009, hello 2010.

Hi everyone! I;m back to blogging again! Did anyone of you miss me?I guess no, D; cuz i don’t see any much tag :(((((

I have not touched computer for ages, man! I CANT BELIEVE THIS LOR. Anyway,i’ve been busy working at Takashimaya. But I’ve already stop working as school is going to start soon.
This is year 2010 already, which means that 2009’s over. Brand new year with a brand new start:) Has been waiting for this day for a very long time. 2009 is the worse year i ever had. Within one year three things makes me feel so upset and couldn’t take the fact.
First thing, i don’t wish to say but mostly of my close friends understand me. Second thing is i have long been aiming for sec 5 next year but on the day that i gotten my results i couldn’t believe my eyes that i actually retain. Third thing is that, after 5 days away from my N Level results another bad news came from my hometown saying that my beloved grandma had passed away. Couldnt take the fact that grandma actually leave all of us so fast as we just seen her 12 days ago when she left. When i first heard the news i was really very upset. Although grandma doesn’t treat me well when i am young(as i was being brought up by my mother’s mum)she only treat my cousins well. There is one time she bitten me very hard on my hand without any reason so i hate her till very long. But i still forget about it as she is still my grandma. Suddenly miss grandma so much! D:

School reopen already, i’m back in sec 4NA again.Sigh,a long story don’t bother to say it out. But It’s my own choice to choose this path to retain one more year, i did not regret my choice. Thanks everyone out there who has given me many advise and moral support. Especially my boyfriend, working colleagues, boss, friends and family. Love your all! Thanks you! :D

Love does not consist of gazing at each other,

but in looking together in the same direction.
Dearest boyfriend, i love you forever! Muacksss.

2009-11-09T02:32:00.004+08:00

Today’s my last day working at OG Orchard Point ):
It’s sad to leave the place. Although it’s 3 weeks I working there. I’ll miss all my colleagues ): Those time with you people are really priceless and the short memory of each and one of you will be remember. Meet up again soon (: I’m gonna miss every single one of you. Thanks for those wonderful moments you guys gave me. Keep in contacts yea^^

Wake up early today as I wants to spend more time talking with my family. While I was slowly eating my breakfast, dad was saying to me. “You today working what time? Still eat so slow. Somemore today maybe will have traffic jam at orchard road cause of the APEC(Asia Pacific Economic Cooperation) thing.” I say “Wont la, I wont be late de la. That thing also never affect until my working place.”
After that I get myself ready and went to the bus stop and waited for bus. Waited for 20 minutes the bus haven’t came. Looking at the watch, it was 10AM already and I’m still around my house area!! Argghhh!! I was wondering why is the bus coming so late today cause normally at this point of time I should be reaching my working place already. Thinking of the words that dad say in the morning. Maybe it’s the stupid APEC thing affect the bus. Waited until 10.05 then the bus came. After that I went to work.

After lunch, I start to feel sleepy. There was this foreign customer from don’t know where, is really very irritating. I see him finding the long pants so I asked him “What size do you want sir?” He say in a very fierce way “I don’t need your help.” So I was like ok lor he say don’t need my help then I go serve other customer. After serving the customer I still see him digging the pants. So I asked him again “What size do you want sir? I help you find.” He say “I want size 32, black colour.” So I gave him the size and colour that he want. After trying it he came back and find again. He asked me “Is there any other colour, other than black and brown?” I say “No more.” He don’t believe then he keep digging and digging. After digging for very long he give up finding and in the end he never buy. After he leave, I was like one crazy girl folding all the pants. I was being asked to go for my dinner at 6.45pm then the Aunite Tina wants me to be back by 7pm. I was like thinking, I have half an hour break how come she wants me to be back by 7pm means I only have 15 minutes only! I came back at 7pm and she asked me to packed up all the things from the wagon. When it is time to go home I return my card to the cashier I saw gavin, my primary six tution centre friend. I was thinking, so funny I working here for 3 weeks and didn’t know that actually my friend is working at the same place as me. Hahahas. :D After that home sweet home.

Working at Takashimaya tomorrow until don’t know when. I want my off day so that I could spend more time with my beloved loved one especially dearest and my family ♥♥♥
This entire week I haven’t had my off day yet. I wondering is when…
Feeling so sleepy and tired now.
Update next time (:
Bye peeps!
GOOD NIGHT! :D

A lot of people walk in
and out of my life, but...
you're one of the only ones
I ever really wanted
to stick around.
Dear I miss u many many ):
I love you eternity. ♥♥♥

2009-10-28T18:00:00.003+08:00

Today’s my off day again :P
Although I don’t have to work today, but I still woke up early. After breakfast took bus down to Somerset, my working place :D Went over there to looked for my supervisor. As I have something very important need to tell her. If I never say it by today later the boss will scold ): After settle all the things with my supervisor took train down to dearest’s house. Reached his house at around 1plus. The moment he arrived I was like touching his forehead, trying to find out he is ok. Waited for dearest to bathed and eat. Then he came downstairs and fetched me up. After stay at his house for quiet some times, I came back home.
& lastly, I love dearest. Dear, must take good care of your health k? Drink more water :D And get well soon alright? . I Love You. Muacks. ♥♥♥

Feelings that grow stronger
With every beat of my heart
I knew you were the one for me
Right from the very start.

2009-10-25T22:00:00.001+08:00

I’ve been ignoring my blog for the past 1 week. Seems like I’ll only update my blog once every week :/ I guess this will continue for the next 1-2 months. Hahahas. No choice.
Have been quite busy with work this few days. Hahhaha! Started work last Monday.
I’m satisfied with it because I don’t have to idle around at home everyday. Although the job is tiring but im still very happy. Because the staff there treated me very good. Learn many new things there.

Today’s my off day. Wake up quiet early today, don’t know what to do either. After so many days of working. Finally I get a one day off, feeling so tiring whole body is aching like hell. Went out with family at around 4 plus. As mum and dad need to buy some stuff and need my suggestion. So I accompany them down to Vivo City. Went into BEST and look for some electrical things. Dad was thinking of buying television as our house TV is going to spoil soon, but in the end he still didn’t buy it. He is still thinking which brand should he buy. Dad also promise me that he is going to buy me a laptop. I’m so damn happy. Thanks Dad! (:

What the heart had once owned and had,
it shall never be lose.

dearest, i love you. ♥♥♥

2009-10-18T18:18:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU MY DEAREST!
Happy birthday to you..., Happy Birthday to you..., Happy Birthday to Dearest..., Happy Birthday to you.

Did not prepare anything special for you, but I’m sure your best gift is me :D But I didn’t spend the whole day with you today ): sorry dear. But I promise you that I would spend each and every single day just to be with you k? No worries I’ll still prepare something for you okay. You’re already been part of my life, someone important to me. My life with you is always in wonderful anticipation. Words are not a necessity in every situation. I know it will be a pleasure to spend life with you. Hope that you have a wonderful and
enjoyable day today. May all your wishes come true on this special day. Love you
my dearest. Muacksss ♥♥♥

It’s been some time since I last post already.
I’ve been busy for these few days. Going around finding job and graduation things.
Friday 161009, was our graduation day. It’s a very important day for us as it marks a full stop / comma of our Secondary School. Some of us might remain in Broadrick and get promoted and also really leaving Secondary School. The ceremony last for approximately for 2 hours. And now, I’ve already graduate from Broadrick. It’s sad to leave the school, classmates, and teachers. Where you’ve spent for about 4 years together w your peers. I wonder when we will be able to meet together, each and everyone of us. I’ll miss my classmates ): Those time with you people are really priceless and the memory of each and one of you will be remember deep down in my heart.
We were given a souvenir, a Broadrick bear. Hahah (:
At the end of the ceremony, the school song was being played. At that moment, I don’t wanna leave Broadrick (even though I've been wanting to do so.) but staying in a class w your classmates is so much better than staying at home alone.
Not forgetting our teachers. Thanks for those times, those efforts you guys made just for us. We didnt appreciate the time that they deliberately gave to us. Thought its abit too late to regret everything now, but still thanks :)

After the graduation ceremony, came back home and went to POSB and make some account things. As I am about to work soon, so I have to settle all my things ready.
Didn’t went out on sat. Rotting at home the whole day.

Last but not least,

Dearest HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

I love you eternity. I miss you. Muackss. ♥♥♥

Forever making love,
forever making you smile.

2009-10-10T01:29:00.002+08:00

Oh Yeahh!! N-Levels is finally over! :D
I’m so happy. Finally can get to relax a little bet.

After the Food & Nutrition paper headed down to Parkway with Louise, Anita, Juliana and Tania. Had our lunch there after that we went looking for any job interview there. After finding we went shopping around but we didn’t buy anything things. I brought some gift for sister as her birthday is just in a few days times. Home sweet home after that.

Its 1.30am now, and im not sleeping. Waiting for dearest to call me on the phone (:
Dearest, I love you. I miss you. Muacks. ♥♥♥

Time goes by a lot slower

when you miss

the one you love.

2009-09-11T22:47:00.002+08:00

It’s holiday again! & I aint enjoying myself. Sigh. All because of my N Level Exams. I have to study. But luckily 3 papers down for N Level Exam! Wootttts!

Okay, so. Let me update myself. Has not been feeling well since the last paper of the day which is Wednesday. Came back home and had a small nap, when I woke up I discovered that I had lost my voice. D:

As for yesterday I wake up quiet early and did my revision. Thanks mummy for making liang teh for me to drink. Now I feel much better. (: At night time, mummy accompanied me to see doctor.

I haven’t been in a good mood today. ): Feeling very weak& tired. Have been coughing the whole morning. I couldn’t eat, couldn’t sleep. As dearest had gone for his infantry today. I didn’t accompanied him to his enlistment in NS. I’m too weak already, I didn’t even have the strength to stand up straight. Whenever, I stands up my head will see many stars.

Sorry dear, I didn’t accompanied you today. Hope you understand. Do remember to take care of yourself when I’m not with you alright?(: I definitely want to meet you soon after you booked out. Dearest, I miss you & I love you (: ♥

Love is missing someone

whenever you're apart,

but somehow

feeling warm inside

because you're

close in heart.

2009-08-20T16:00:00.001+08:00

Sorry for not updating for the past few days.
I’ve been busy for these past few days for my prelims examinations.
YAY!:D Prelims finally over. Finally get a chance to relaxed myself for awhile. :D
Sigh. Prelims over means that GCE ‘N’ Level is just near the corner. In 19 more days?

Had Physics & Maths Paper 2 yesterday.
Physics was still quiet okay. Mostly of the question are still quiet simple. But for Maths, I really have nothing to say. The paper is damn hard la. When we are doing the paper, teacher keep on walking in and out of the class and change the questions until the whole class gets frustrated. As we have to keep changing our answer. Was given extra time to do the paper. After that bused home and rest.

Back to today, didn’t do anything much today.
Early in the morning went out with mom to temple. As she says that today is 初一.
After that, came back home and do my own stuff.

Its your smile that keeps me going.
Dearest, I love you. Muacks{♥}

2009-08-08T15:52:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone! :) I’m back to my blog again.
It’s been for awhile since I last blog.

Life in school is so stressed, almost everyday end at 5pm D:
Tuesday and Wednesday went for night class till 9plus. No choice as our prelim is just round the corner, need to study.
Yesterday, schl was still ok kinda boring. Went schl from 8 to 11.30am then dismissed.
Went to hall for a short concert after that we had this balloon competition for the sec 4 and 5. We are suppose to create the tallest balloon with creative patterns. After all our class didn’t won but we had came to know that our class have the teamwork spirit. :D
After schl went mama shop with louise, katherine, sonia, juliana, tania and anita. Chit chat for awhile and went home.
Wake up at ard 8plus and started revising my work. After that accompany mummy to buy some stuff as we are going back Malaysia today to visit my grandmother. It’s been a very long time since I went back, like half a year already. and I miss my grandmother and cousins.
Wont be celebrating National Day in Singapore this year. Going back later, will be back in Monday :P
4 more days to prelims.

Hoping that things would remain the same :D

2009-07-17T23:55:00.005+08:00

You taught me how to love, but not how to stop.

It isn't fair that you're so easy to forget and I'm so hard to forget.

我一直以來都守護在你身邊

不知你如何看得見只好靜靜靠在一邊

你的笑容能讓我開心一整夜

好像擁有你在我生邊讓灰暗世界變成晴天

時間已經不多我還有話很想說

一留埋藏心中卻要如何開

口該不該繼續沉

默該不該勇敢至說

希望你回頭

不能在一起也沒關系

至少你懂我的心會在想你

那些回憶會永遠保持甜蜜

不管未來你會在哪里

我都不會忘記我愛你

你是我微笑的原因

只是希望你能比從前開心

2009-07-08T22:54:00.003+08:00

Hello everyone!(:
Its been a long time since I last blog.Haahaas.
schl has already started like two weeks alr.
We also has structured lesson until 5pm almost everyday.

Went schl today& went bak to class to complete my chemistry hw.
During mother tongue lesson,teacher has been telling us some tips on our oral exams.
after tht was chemistry then recess.Brought food bak to class and eat.As the schl has separate us 2m apart from each class& recess we are suppose to be sitted according by class.So ma fan la! Wondering is other schl also do this way?
After recess,miss ong came in to class and tested everyone on the 7 steps on hand washing :DD
During english lesson, we also has been practising our oral exams. After Lunch,was mother tongue for 3 period.Was reading the notes tht teacher has given to us. But then I read half way I fall asleep -_-
After that was history,had history open book test today.Mostly of them gone MIA.hahaas(:
Went home at ard 5plus.
Im a little scared about my english oral exams which is in 6 days time. Ha wish me good luck ba! :DD

Was being tag by sylvia on facebook to do this quiz:
Rules:Once you've been tagged, Fill this out IN YOUR OWN WORDS and repost as, "My Autobiography" ...And use your own answers, not anyone else's.

1. Where did you take your profile pic?
Well,in my aunt’s hse toilet.

2. What exactly are you wearing right now?
A top& a short.

3. What is your current problem?
Cant sleep well this few days.

4. What makes you happy most?
To be w him now :D

5. What's the name of the song that you're listening to?
Ermm..Ban Qing Ge

6. Any celeb you would marry?
Nah.No one.

7. Name some one/persons with the same birthday as you:
Nope.

8. Ever sang in front of a large audience?
Yes!few years ago during chirstmas celebration :D

9. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
Yes. :P

10. Do you still watch kiddy movies or kiddie TV shows?
Nope.cos I dont have anytime.lol

11. Do you speak any other languages than English?
YUPP! Chinese,Hakka,Hokkien& maybe some cantonese..

12. Has anyone you've been really close passed away?
Yupp.Grandpa. ):

13. Do you ever watch MTV?
Yupp.

14. What's something that really annoys you?
Idiots,Morons,Liars,backstabbers…

--------------------------
Chapter 1
1. Middle name: Lih Bin
2. Nickname(s): selina,xiao ping,ping ping,mei mei.
3. Current location: Kallang.
4. Eye color: Brownish Black.
------------------------------------------------
Chapter 2
1. Do you get along with your parent(s): yeah,I love them♥
2.Are your parents married/separated/divorced?: Married,of course.
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Chapter 3: Favorites
1. Ice Cream: Chocolate,Mango.
2. Season: Spring,summer,autumn,winter.
3. Shampoo/conditioner: NONE.lol
4. Favorite Thing: many many things :D
------------------------------------------------
Chapter 4: Do You..
1. Dance in the shower? Nope.
2. Do you write on your hand? Last time in pri schl, but not knw cos its too childish.
3. Call people back? Sure.
4. Believe in God? Yupp.I BELIEVE in everything. (:
5. Any bad habits? Yupp.secrets. (:
6. Any mental health issues: Nope.
------------------------------------------------
Chapter 5: Have You..
1. Sprained stuff: ankle,hand :/
2. Had physical therapy? No.
3. Gotten stitches? Nope.
4. taken painkillers: No.
5. Gone scuba diving or snorkeling: Nope.but wishing to :D
6. Thrown up at the dentist: no.
7. Sworn in front of your parents? Never.Hhaahaa(:
8. Had detention? Nope.
------------------------------------------------
Chapter 6: Who/What was the last
1. Movie(s): Ghost of the Girlfriend Past.
2. Three people who texted you: Louise,Sonia &Katherine.
3. Person you called: Mummy.
4. Person you hugged: SECRET :DD
5. Person you tackled? forget
6. Person you talked to on YM? Btw whats YM?
7. Thing you touched? Everything i seen.
8. Thing you ate?: Mummy’s food. :P
9. Thing you drank: Milk Tea :D
10. Thing you said: forget.
11. Person you kissed: SECRET..shhhh.. (:
13. Friend you saw: Katherine&Sonia. :D

NOW TAG 20 PEOPLE! AND GET THEM TO DO THE SAME.

你知道我会有多难过

所以即使到最后

还微笑着要我加油

2009-06-23T17:41:00.004+08:00

Im rotting at home now. boreeedd D:

staying at home the whole day doing nothing, stoning in front of the computer.

it's so hard to be strong without you.

我爱你 ♥

2009-06-19T13:22:00.004+08:00

OUTING with sisters yesterday :D

Early in th morning, waken up by brother screaming and television noise.
So I have no choice but to wake up.
After playing games with my brother, had my lunch and headed down to bugis and brought some stuff.
Help my mama brought a wallet too! :P
At around 6pm, went and meet kening, riyan, joyce, cindy jie and serjia jie.
Brought our tickets had our lunch
Had our dinner at there after that went to catch our movie ‘Ghost of Girlfriend Past.’
The show was nice and touching, rate 5/5. (:
After that, home sweet home.

some of th photos are with serjia jie, waiting for her to send to me.

i'll always be waiting behind you,

Even if you do not need anymore.

2009-06-11T00:39:00.006+08:00

@ 12.40am, Xiao Ping is still awake. Right here, blogging!(:
e up early in the morning, get myself prepared and get to schl.
Went for Chinese Lesson today, we were all slacking in the class.
After tht, went hawker with Louise, Sonia, Jenny, Katherine and Thomas and had our lunch there. ard 1 plus went back to schl for Food&Nutrition Lesson.
6 hours in computer lab is damn fun man!(:
but everyone is stress with doing our GCE 'N' Level Examination coursework. except andrew is the only person who are not stress. cause when everyone are busy doing our coursework, he were so busy doing quiz on facebook =.=
At ard 6plus went back home. something funny happens ;]
As we went back home late bcos of doing our coursework. Then the security uncle locked up all the gates and make everyone of us cant come down. everybody say "how are we going to go home?"someone say "let's all camp in schl." we are like shouting and shouting for the security uncle but he didnt heard. so we shouted together. then the uncle opened the gate for us and he is damn angry la. he say he going to talked to the teacher..hahahas(:
Nights , much luvszxzxzx!*

I'll make every second count,
Cause I miss you,
Whenever you're not around.

2009-06-09T22:04:00.008+08:00

sorry people, has not been updating my blog for like 1 week plus le.
suddenly, feeling boring so came here and update somethings.
Holidays is not really holiday la, cos we still have to go back to schl for extra lesson.
Hahaaaas(: Never mind still have two more days and i dont have to go back schl for my extra lesson anymore.
Counting down...
This few days went back to schl for English, Maths, Chinese and Food & Nutrition. After that, the following days is going to be chinese, maths and F&N.And im going to go crazy with my F&N coursework..Arggghhh!!!
Okayys!(: bye.
Got to go rushed for my Food & Nutrition coursework now! :]

How i wish i could be there for you,

but distance has kept us apart.

Apart physically, but in spirit,

you always in my heart.

2009-06-01T16:02:00.003+08:00

First Day of June! :]

Don’t really know whether im going anyhwr yet.

But I wan this June to be a fun one :D

Haizzz.. June holidays still have to go back schl for the first 2 wks, for extra lesson and also F&N. F&N for 4HRS. @#^&*$

Thinking of it makes me wanna go crazy.

all lesson are starting tmr, arghhh!!!

爱你不需要理由，
你的存在就是我的理由

2009-05-29T00:41:00.001+08:00

Speech's Day can really kill Xiao Ping !
Im really super duper tired, really.
I need some rest now.
Nights luvszxz! :DD

Pleasure of love lasts but a moment,
Pain of love lasts a lifetime.
dear, no matter how long the times
going to take i will always be here
waiting for u to return.
i promise.
& Lastly i love you ♥

2009-05-23T17:13:00.007+08:00

Hello(:

just came back from my dancing performance and came here blogging.

what a tire day i had today.

early in the morning wake up by my little brother.

after tht do some F&N stuff and headed to community club for my make up.

after all the make up and practice, ard 2 plus we went to toa payoh hub for performance.

Around 3plus came back to community club and after tht went out with kening,riyan,joyce and teacher and had our lunch.

Headed home after tht, and rest for awhile.

later still have to go out for lesson.^^

u knw how i feel

its just the matter of love

i feel so lost without u

the days, the memories

i cannot forget it

its still in my heart , my mind

2009-05-18T21:30:00.004+08:00

Yipppppeeeeeee!(:
exams are over!! and i can relax for awhile.
todays exam paper are quiet okay but hard..
i think i have some careless mistake in my maths paper.Arggghhh
after exams, came back home and nth to do so decided to fixed my puzzle which i have brought long time ago and i didnt have time to fixed it. now still fixing..(:

missing you is like being lost

in a black and white world;

everything seems so faded and lonely.